Three intense days at work, had just got over a cold and had a stiff neck and headache for three days...we reorganized, I am working alone in the office, though when my boss is there we get along much better than ever...
But today I was just ready to go home...I got impatient with our Ops Director, he told me to not be snotty, I thought that a friend of mine working for us was going to be eliminated (from what he said, as he said he has to hire four people), and I emailed her three times to emphasize what he meant...she wasn't around for the redevelopment of the company
And she got mad and messaged back while I was out and said she had QUIT so I didn't have to bug her any more...and I just cried...
Had been out at workshop sharing an old deep heartbreak wound and had cried there, but got some real tangible hope...
This makes no sense, but it's just that I tried to help and got too bossy and everything backfired...and my job is lonelier and I have been lonely all week cause my BF got a night job and I haven't heard from him for three days...
I am just venting and kvetching and hurting and I feel like I "wrecked everything" today...
glad it is the weekend...I need rest...
Thanks for putting up with this. Could use a prayer or two...
I am in person never snotty or bitchy and I was that today, am tired of just putting up with everything...sorry...I'm getting mad BACK for a change instead of always being the mediator...
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