Thank You

[Russian Blue]

I'm crossposting this message here to make sure everyone who has sent me a message can read it.

A big thank you to Karen and Paul for providing a genuine place for us to share our stories and sorrows when a loved one passes. Karen, the poem you created for Nakita was wonderful and fit her perfectly. Thank you for your kindness and dedication for all involved.

To say I'm overwhelmed by the response to Nakita's passing, would be an understatement. I appreciate everyone for reaching out, for being there for me and sending all your love. You all make it a little easier to move forward with your words, prayers and compassion.

Today is the first 'routine' day and therefore the hardest. We came back from the cottage yesterday, Rob went to work this morning, and now I'm left alone in this very quiet house. It's so hard. Everything reminds me of her and then the tears start and then the emptiness becomes too much.

They say when one door closes, another opens. I just hope the future is kind since this last event has hurt me to the core.

I wish everyone lived closer, since I would love to meet the people behind the words. If you can all do something for me, don't take anything for granted. Keep your loved one's close and realize that in a heartbeat things can change forever.

Here's my tribute to my Emerald Girl who passed away last Saturday:

My Emerald Girl

[Killearn Kitties]

Oh sweetheart, I wish I lived closer to you too. I'm sure we could fill that house with at least some noise and companionship. It must be so very very difficult for you just now. Such a terrible shock.

Where is Richard? I think he needs to get that bar open - fast!

[Pawsitive Thinking]

As long as we have each other on PT we are never truly alone. I hope your pain eases and is replaced by the lovely memories you have

[Maya & Inka's mommy]

Lots of hugs sended your way, Cass....
I've lost my dear Sydney 4 years ago; I know what you must be going through now....

[zippy-kat]

{{Continually thinking of you, Kass.}}

[trayi52]

Kass, we are all here for you. I wish we all lived closer to you too. I know how truly lonely that house feels to you right now. Sending lots of loving Hugs to you right now.

Willie

[Sonia59]

One nice thing with PT is that we all know what you feel because we went through this too.
It hurts terribly the first days but then it is easy. We never forget but after some time we are able to remember the happy moments again.
((((Hugs))))

[wolflady]

Isn't PT an amazing place? The power of PT, the love, support, and generosity is just amazing. Still thinking of you.

**hugs**

[gini]

When I lost my first soulcat, Sugar, after 18 years, my husband had just started a new job. Because I work at home suddenly everything was so still and quiet and so painful.

I will always feel that during that time Sugar came back to visit to console me.
It would come like a flash out of the corner of my eye - a whisp of white fur - or was it just my imagination.

Regardless, it was very consoling and I had this strong sense that he was with me still.

I wish you that same experience.

[DrKym]

Our deepest sympathies to you, we also know exactly how awful it feels. I do hope that your hurt will pass quickly, that her memories will begin to help heal you, and her purr will resonate in your heart forever. Much good energy being sent your way for you both and a candle lit in her honor here.

[Barbara]

They say when one door closes, another opens. I just hope the future is kind since this last event has hurt me to the core.

I wish everyone lived closer, since I would love to meet the people behind the words. If you can all do something for me, don't take anything for granted. Keep your loved one's close and realize that in a heartbeat things can change forever.

It's very courageous of you to say this right now.

It will be true one day.

[sandragonfly]

oh kass, GOOD to see your words this soon.. I understand about the doors, you and some of us aren't ready when nakita decided to go yet, our lives are diminished when loved ones flew away anyway. ((((kass)))), nakita would want you to take care of yourself like you did for her. up there in heaven with her elegant glowing wings, (just like the last pictures we saw of her) she's all new, sickless and purring the best with others. it's just too far to hear them from here. they needed her but I know she promised you she'd watch over you and be by your heart -- cats just don't talk!

we all will be thinking of you, hoping for NAKITA's next door to be opened for you too. please also know all of us will be here for you at anytime you need us. especially from my emerald girl, whispers too.

and I thought this, apollo from yesterday might would warm your smile up a bit. he says, I may look scary but here are our paws (hands) too!

[kimlovescats]

Oh Kass, I do know what emptiness you are feeling. All I can begin to say is that we do care, and that in time it won't hurt quite as bad.

(((((((HUGS))))))
Kim

[catlover4ever]

Kass (((HUGS))) PT is an amazing place. Those of us here are able to understand just what you are feeling and going through, you have a great support system.

I hope I do not upset you any more than you already are (I'm not good at words) but I wanted to share this with you.

When I found out in October that Tigger was full of cancer I was so mad.....mad that I did not notice that she was not well, mad that it was her and not some other kitty, mad that life was so unfair...that we as humans can love so much, only to have it taken away so swiftly. I spent 3 wonderful days with Tigger (I cried nonstop), but as each day passed she became a shell of a cat, she was not Tigger...and it was not fair to keep her just for my needs.

I let her go peacefully on a Monday and even with 9 other cats my house is empty. Tigger as well as Nakita can never and will never be replaced.

Nakita's spirit will live in your heart forever...and it can never be taken away from you. Don't be surprised if think you saw Nakita out of the corner of your eye as you go through the cottage...she is there with you, she will see you in your dreams, and don't be surprised if some day you find yourself with another kitty....one that Nakita will probally send your way.

Honey, if you ever, ever need a shoulder....I'm here for you. (((HUGS))) Meg

[cyber-sibes]

Your tribute and Karen's poem were so very moving, there really are no words to add.
I simply offer you my condolences and prayers. I still have her Christmas card picture on my mantle. She was so very special, and she's probably on the look out for someone equally special to send to you to help you heal. She know how loving your heart is.