Tigger has been gone for 8 days I am constantly thinking about him, crying, missing him, and dreaming of him. However, something new has started today...

I can't stop thinking about KITTENS. I haven't wanted to even think about a cat/kitten ever since he left. I told myself I never wanted another cat/kitten. Ever! But now it's all I can think about it. It hit me when I was reading a thread, that mentioned multicat households, and it hit me that my house is now not one of them. I also don't want to put our tree up, because Tigger would always lay under it. I keep thinking a kitten would lighten up Christmas, and life in general. Emma, and the pups already help every single day, but I can't explain how I feel when I think of a kitten.

What I'm wondering is if all the grieving, crying, etc. is clouding my judgement. Is this a phase? Or is it real? I would really love some advice...something. I feel horrible for thinking like this right now, but the thoughts make me happy.

Help