On Easter Sunday I went & spent the day with Tom. Rob had been gone all week so I was able to go to the old place. Tom was ranting about Rob not returning until Tue & missing work (Tom needs Rob to drive him to work). Well ya, Tom said some things & then the puzzle was complete.

Rob has been cheating on me for months with a girl in Sudbury
I knew when he told me that he was going to be meeting some gun buddies in Sudbury back in Jan/Feb it was a crock of BS. He had told me months ago that he doesn't talk to them anymore & when I asked to go, strangly it was a no. SO I asked to be dropped off at my aunts house in Sudbury & that was still a no. So I just brushed it off. Then Rob broke up with me the monday before his trip. Its all clear now. He built an office in the 3rd bedroom & bought a webcam all for her

All the times he dissapeared for work & couldn't be reached, he was with her. I wonder all the times he said he was going flying & would be gone all day, if he was with her then too. I feel so dirty & used. I feel like he was only with me until he found someone else who would do what I refused to do (I know thats why he ditched me).

Toms really P'ed off & hes planning on moving back to Ottawa. I don't want him to go, as I'll be alone in this strange city.

I just want to go home.