I'm so sorry for your loss of Tasha. I've never lost a dog who meant so much to me. I dread the day I have to say goodbye to Lolli, because she is my 'heart dog', as Tasha was for you. But you WILL get through this! Make yourself eat, take your other dogs on a walk, and remember the happy times with Tasha, but don't forget how much she was suffering. Don't forget why you made that decision! And I understand, writing is how I sort out my feelings too! Big ((Hugs)) to you!!!