It is hard. It takes time, and yes, it can take a long time, but don't think that it will go on forever. You will ALWAYS remember her, and look for her, but think of how grateful she is now she is no longer in pain. Think of what a great life she had with you. Think of all the fun times you had.
Most of all, take care of yourself. It is HARD, IT IS! Please try eat a little, take care of your fur-kids, as they will miss her too.
Take care of YOU
Cry Shout Rant, but Love, Love, Love, and remember the good times.
"No dog is born either vicious or friendly, but rather a blank slate that is moulded, for better or worse, by the owner."