Darin, I am so very sorry to read of the pain you are going through about Blanca, wanting so much to help her. I do not think anyone thinks you are crazy and I am also sure that everyone does understand that you only want the best for her.
I so glad you are not going to try to do anything by yourself. I am certain you have made the very best decision for her in having the vet come to your home.
Hugs and love to you and Blanca. You are both in my thoughts and prayers.
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