Thank you for starting this thread, we may not be able to help each other with what we are going through, but it's nice to know that there are other people out there whose lives are not all peaches and cream

I've wanted out of my marriage for the past 2 1/2 - 3 years and Rick (my hubby) knows it, but he won't let me leave. He's controlling and verbally abusive.

The reason for all of Buddy’s fears is because of my Rick. Buddy knows I don't like him and Buddy is my soul mate, so he feels the same towards my hubby. (Nancy the psychic told me this and much more that was horribly sad)
Buddy has been around when I'm being verably attacked, that's why he is the way he is towards my hubby.

I drink too much and I hide it from everyone, along with smoking.

I'm depressed and suicidal, I feel like I just can't take another day of this hell I'm living in.... I just want it all to end. But what's stopping me is not knowing what would happen to Buddy if I died. (would my hubby have him PTS? Dump him in a shelter??) I've even thought of taking him with me.....

My husband thinks I'll "get better" and we'll live happily ever after, he's pushing me to sell our house and buy another one (bigger) so we can start having kids. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE KIDS!!!!

I love Buddy and Sierra much MUCH more than I love him.

I was the happiest when my hubby was working out of town and lived in another state for months at a time.

The things I just typed... I've never told anyone. No family members or friends of mine know how bad it's gottten.

Thank you for starting this thread so I could put it all out there.