Your loss is Heaven's gain
Your pain is very deep because your love is very deep - and your grief is so new and raw. Remember that your tears are for yourself, that Chloe has no need of them. If she could talk to you in language you understand, she'd tell you not to cry, that she's happier than she's ever been, that you gave her a wonderful time on Earth, and that she wants you to be happy for her. Always, our tears are for ourselves, the pain that we feel at the absence of a beloved one. Cry all you need to, for it helps to wash out the pain; the pain will ease as the tears eventually dry. When my Merlin passed on, I cried each and every day for 6 months - it takes a while to recover.
Know that Chloe is gloriously alive, perfectly healthy, and supremely, blissfully happy! You *will* be reunited with her, and that reunion will be forever. Until then, may Chloe's Creator hold you gently in the hollow of His hand, comfort you, and lead your heart to peace. :love: