September 20th, 2010... the day my world crumbled apart..

... I really don´t know how to start.. to even think about it makes me choke and get the waterworks going.. but I appreciate you all and thought you deserved to know it too..

I haven´t been on for a while and won´t be on for a bit until I settle some stuff..

my husband was shot dead monday morning..

right now I have a lot more than I can chew on my plate.. so many things to figure out.. and being jobless and without income is worrying me now that I have two kids to look after for...

I came back to my parents in Chihuahua... just need some moving company to bring the rest of my stuff back here... I need to figure tons of things so I can get this going.. but just thought to let you know as I too consider you a part of my family..

I received a phone call that I got a package in my Durango address.. I was no longer there.. I was heading back here.. so I told them to either forward it here or return to sender.. haven´t got any further notice.. so whatever it was sorry if it gets back to you.. and I know you understand :(

my kid is doing fine.. he has taken it so far quite well.. he knows he´s not coming back and gets sad but then he gets distracted and goes back to normal.. baby is fine.. no issues there...

me on the other hand.. I´m coping quite well.. until I realize I won´t see him, smell him, hug him, we had so many plans and now they just vanished...everytime I see a new piece of clothing he now won´t wear I cry.. everytime I see his picture I realize I won´pt see him smile.. heck I´ll even miss when he got mad at me... all I can do is cry.. :(

one thing on the bright side.. is that we were so happy... and not mad at each other that day.. he waved goodbye when he left that morning with the hugest smile and that is how I´ll remember him..

*sorry can´t type anymore.... will be back soon.. once I get myself together a bit*

sorry

Oh my goodness, Isabel. I am so, so sorry. I have no words right now.

If you need anything at all, please PLEASE let me know. I am so sorry. (((HUGS)))

OH my gosh. I have no words. I'm so sorry and we are definitely keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. If you need anything or if we can do anything please just ask.

Lots of hugs. I'm so sorry

There is nothing I can say, sweetest Isabel.

You know we are here. Hugs and hugs and many prayers for you. :love::love::love:

GOOD LORD! Isabel, I can't imagine, how shocking, how terrible!

I am glad you are back with your parents, you need some support at this time.

Please, if there is ANYTHING, anything at all, just name it. Will do what I can to help you at this time.

You'll be in my prayers. I cant imagine.

Oh my heavens. I am so sorry. I really do not know what else to say. My thoughts are with you.

You are in my prayers.

I am speechless Isabel. Nothing I can say will ease your pain. Take care of yourself. Your one of the kindest people on here and you surely don't deserve this.

Let me know if I can send you anything for the baby or your son.

You and your family will be in our prayers.

I can't imagine what you must be going through. Saying prayers for you and your little ones.

Isabel - I am so very sorry. I know those words do not ease the pain. I wish there was more to say to you - something to help you get through this. Please know we are all here for you at PT. If there is anything I can do for you, your son, or the baby, please let me know. Hugs...and again, I am so sorry.

Love and prayers for you, dear Isabel.

I shed tears as I read your post. I have no words. How terrible. I am so deeply saddened for you and your children. May the evil soul who did this to your husband be brought to justice.

You and your little ones are in my prayers.

:(

You and your family are in our thoughts. (((Hugs)))

I am so sorry :( ((Hugs)) As Reachoutrescue said- we are all here for you. You will all be in my thoughts.. more ((hugs))

I'm so sorry Isabel. You and your children will be in my thoughts and prayers. {{{hugs}}}

How horriable for you! (((((HUGS)))))) I am so sorry and you have my deepest, most heart felt sympathy. I will remember you and your children in my prayers.

Isabel, I am so sorry, I cannot fathom what you're going through. My sincere sympathies and prayers go out to you and your family. PLEASE let me know if there is anything I can send to you to make your life a little easier.

BIG {{{HUGS}}}:love:

Maggie

Isabel, I'm so sorry. Life is so fragile. I'm so glad that the two of you parted that morning w/love for each other and no unkind words, as you mentioned. You definitely are in my prayers as are your children and the rest of your family. :love:

Omg I am so terribly sorry. :( You and your children will be in my thoughts and prayers. (((hugs)))

I'm so sorry, Isabel. My heart is full for you and your children. I'm so very sad for you. My deepest condolences - I can't imagine how difficult this must be.

Much love, Cathy :love: :love:

Oh Isabel, I am so sorry for your loss! I can't even beging to imagine what you're going through.

You will definitely be in my thoughts and prayers. If there is ANYTHING I can do, please let me know.

I am shocked and so sad to read this. I'm so sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family.

In shock reading this. I am so sorry Isabel. My heart is with you.

How horrible!!! Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry for you & your family, sending (((hugs))) and prayers.

That's awful! I'm so sorry for your loss.

I was shocked to learn of this horrible act. Please accept my sincerest condolences at this most difficult time in your life. Prayers of comfort for you, your son, and all of the family.

It was a shock to hear about your husband. Take whatever time you need and know that you can count on your PT friends no matter what.

[[[[[HUGS]]]]] are sent for you and your children. Many prayers are being prayed.

Oh Isabel, I am so sorry to hear this. Please, if there is anything I can do, let me know. If you need money, baby items, or just to talk I'm here (all of PT is). We love you :love:

I'm so very sorry. Keeping your entire family in my prayers.

I'm so sorry I didn't see your post before now. I'm left speechless , this is so hard to imagine. Please accept my sincere condolences , my thoughts and prayers will be with you through this terrible ordeal.

OMG I am so very, very sorry. Please accept my most sincere condolences. You and yours will be in my prayers. Cali and Diego send soft purrrrs. :love:

I just saw this post. I am very sorry for your loss. How shocking. Thoughts and prayers with you.

I'm so so sorry.

Please if there is anything I can do or anything at all please let me know.

My prays are with you and your family.

Melissa

Major LES here. I am so sorry for you and your family. As all the others have said, we will all be here for you however we can be. :love:

This is so very shocking. I am so sorry for you & your children. Sincere sympathy sent your way with lots of prayers for you & your family. ((HUGS))

Isabel, are there any news reports on this? If they're in Spanish, I can use Google translate, are there any suspects, do you know?

If there is anything we can do for you, please do let us all know.

I am so sorry for your loss. Please accept my sympathy and prayers.

I haven't been able to stop thinking about this since I read this last night.
You are in my prayers Isabel.