Gone For Now

I never wanted to come here and ask for pity or ever come back, heartwrench and sick to post anything right now but people here have been asking for me and thought I'd leave you a last note. I'm sorry to end this quick and short, I have no idea how angry/upset I am right now.

some of you have saw my [my lost ark] thread from last week - six cats were missing from a broken window and four were found later. two were remained gone when I went to findlay gathering for a day last sunday.

three nights ago I came home to my half collapsed apartment - we do not know what happened yet. found five another cats went missing and one cat have been terribly punctured by a wooden (word?) then one wounded cat (who too had a hole on his side) came back today. both are in hospital now.

six fursurvivors, crayola & clothes are all I have now. those poor six cats have been living out in cages or on their harnesses. there's no way I could give them away because of this, we would be much safer if I still had my (stolen) car. I can't and refuse to leave here until I find all of my babies.

I will be back if I ever find all and a safer home for all of us. I can't stand crying but, thank you everyone for supportive PMs, words & hugs - I'm sorry I'll be unable to respond any of your PMs for a while now. :( :(

two pictures, one of floor, second of broken litterbox & glass from living room and I won't post the rest of bedroom where most of my cats hung out that night, they are too graphically pain to see - there were blood all over.

Gina, I'm so very sorry. I didn't see the first thread (how on earth did I miss it?) but it must be so terrible for you. You are very strong. Sending huge (((hugs))) for a very brave lady.

I know you've had difficulties with the RPD before, but can you contact them to see if there's any report of an incident while you were away, and the landlord, and find out what happened, and if the landlord's insurance will cover the cost of replacing any of your things that got damaged?

Oh my Goodness, Gina!! Bad things just won't stop, will they??:( I feel so bad for you!! I do remember the first thread, and I'm very sorry!! Prayers on the way!:( Stay strong.:(

karen, they should. they are under investigation right now. old apartment policemen think, fighting upstairs a witnessed neighbor said but landlord said it has been vacant since the last violence.

Oh, good - glad they are investigating. Did they at least help you find a safe place to stay? Thank goodness this didn't happen in the middle of finals, as bad as this is.

Oh my God, Gina. I am so, so sorry. The bad luck never seems to end for you :( :( :(

I hope you find your babies, and I hope they are all safe right now.

Oh Gina, I'm so sorry. :( I hope and pray you will find missing kittys and that the ones in the hospital will be well soon. I pray you will find a safe place to stay. I will pray extra hard for you, your kittys and Crayola. {{{hugs}}}

I'm so sorry to hear about this. :( I desperately hope you can find everyone. I wish I had something more or better to say but I can't seem to find the right words. I will be thinking and hoping for the best, and I wish you the best.

I am praying even harder taht the Search and Rescue Squad can reunite you with your Cats.
This is so terrible, I am praying for you Gina.
They can have anything they want here as long as they let the Cats be.

I'm so sorry, Gina. :( I hope you find them and find a safe place to live! (((hugs))) You and your ark will be in my thoughts and prayers. Please give Crayola a hug for me and please take care of yourself!

OMG Gina I'm so sorry!!! I cant belive what your going through. I hope so much that your kitties come back and those who were hurt get better. I'm just speachless as what to say.I hate how bad things keep happening to you and your fur babies. I hope they catch the A**holes who have done this and beat them then throw them in jail for life!!

Gina, please accept my deepest condolences:(I'm so sorry!((HUGS)) good luck to you.

I can't believe this. I wish I could give you another hug.

This is just too bizzare. :(

I'm speechless Gina. This is horrible. Please let me know if I can do something to help. (((((HUGS))))) :( :( :(

Oh no! Wow, I don't even know what to say :( {{{{{Giant Hugs}}}}}} to you :(

This is horrible. I am so sorry all these terrible things are happening to such a wonderful person. {{Many hugs and prayers for you and your fur-babies}}

Gina,

I'm lost for words for all of these horrid events.. Tonight I will say a special prayer just for you and your furbabies. I'll keep you in my thoughts.

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Jessica

I am so sorry, Gina. I hope you find your missing babies safe and unharmed. Hugs to you, and prayers going out that you find a safe place to stay.

Oh Gina, I just can't believe this:( I don't know where your living but you need to get away from this place where all these terrible things keep happening to you and the ark.

Give that sweet Crayola of yours a big hug and try to think good thoughts. I pray that the lord will keep you safe.

Wish I could be there to give you another hug, but I hope these help {{{HUGS}}}.

Love Anna

Gina, I am so sorry for you, your companions, and all that has happened. I don't know what I can say that would be any use or help so I'll just leave it short. You are a terrific person and, of course, don't deserve any of this. Good vibes your way. :( *hugs*

OMG gina i am so sorry that that happened to you! it must be awful!
i hope you find them safe and healthy! the paws with the x's in them made me want to cry!!! i feel for you, i really do! ((((HUGS!!)))))
dionne

(((((((hugs))))))) What a terrible thing to go home to, I can't even imagine, Gina. :(
Who could be so mean? :mad: :mad: :mad: Please know you are in my prayers every day, you and your ark. At least you had Crayola with you, safe & sound, here in Findlay, hugs to your fluffball, too. God Bless you, sweetie.

I was so shocked by your post that I could feel my stomach churning with horror. I've sometimes imagined what it would be like to come home to a burglarized home and cats missing or hurt, but my mind sheers away from it because it is unendurable. I can't bear to think what the missing cats are going through, they must be terrified and even the ones who stayed in the apartment are going to be traumatized.

What happened to your friend who was staying there while you were gone? Are you staying with friends? I hope the police can do something to help you.

I know you won't have much time or opportunity to post here, but I hope you can keep us updated because many are going to be very concerned for you and the missing.

(((((GINA))))) I can't believe that I am reading this. I haven't been on so long, I am so sorry that you are going through this!
Hold your head high, there is everyone here supporting you, and there are prayers being sent from me to you.

Prayers are also on the way for your whole ark. This is so heartwrenching, and I can't imagine how this must feel.

God is with you Gina, God Bless,
Stephanie, Jesse, Jemi', Splinter, and Xambi

Gina, I am horrified by what I have read. I'll be praying for you and your babies. I'll never understand how things like this can happen to good people and innocent animals.

(((((hugs))))) to you.

I am at a loss what to say Gina......praying that your luck turns round very soon and you get nothing but good things

GOSH!! I don't even know what to say! I couldn't even begin to imagine what all you have been going through!

I'll keep you in my prayers... I hope things start to look up for you soon!!!

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

:(

Gina, I remember the other thread, I hope you find everybody safe and sound. Prayers are on the way.

Willie

((((hugs)))) Gina you are such a sweet, strong person. I have been keeping you and your lost ark in my thoughts and prayers. I sincerly hope that you can find a safe place to live with your ark. Check in with us if at all possible, I know we will all be thinking about you a lot.

Gina, I am so very sorry to hear what happened to the ark and your apartment. If you need anything at all, please let me know. My mouth is still hanging wide open from this news.

(((HUGS))) and lots of prayers on the way. I pray your ark will return safely, that the two injured will be OK, and that you get things back to normal soon.

Meg

Gina,

I am so sorry to hear this horrible news. You are in my thoughts and prayers. If there is anything I can do, please name it. I don't know where you are from, by my mother has an adoption association here in Carey Oh and she could spread the word about your missing kitties. I will do anything I can to help you. Be strong, God is with you in this horrible time.

Dear dear Gina, this is making me speechless..... ! WHY ??????????????
Please do anything you can to move to a safer place.....

Oh no! How horrific!!!!!!! :( I am so sorry! :( lots of prayers and hugs are going out to you! :( :( :( :( :( :(

I am horrified and in tears. All my best thoughts go to you and your kitties
((((((((((Gina))))))))))

:( Oh Gina, you and your Ark are in my thoughts and prayers.

Gina, this is terrible!

I'm really at a loss for words.

Hugs to you and the arc. I'll be saying prayers for you to get somewhere safe.

:( So very, very sorry for these troubles that have befuddled you this year of 2006. I pray that since the year is half way done today that the latter half of this year is so much better for you than the first half has been. Prayers for all of your furbabies as well. :(

Oh Gina, like so many others, I am speechless.

I am sending LOTS of prayers, (((hugs))) and good thoughts that you and your ark will soon be safe and sound.

Please post when you can. (((hugs))) Donna, Tabitha, and Sasha

Gina, whenever you get the chance (hopefully soon) PM me could you? I want to help in any way I can, and I'll do ANYTHING, even drive all the way there and grab you!

You have a safe place with us, even if it is so far away. I do mean it though, anything you need...ask.

Our prayers are with you

Fyrewolf, John and the furcrew