I pray it is.
I didn't want to start this drag but it's a lot less work than replying to a month of PMs and I finish what I started. I read the last few posts and thank you. I'll make updates short..
re three violent guys, who kept breaking in upstairs, trashing the mother and children around and broke into mine, 'amputated' one of my cats, miles were finally found & arrested. they all had a santa claus list of crimes.
the cop who assulted me, accussed I was part of a crime because I could not speak was fined and fired from his job.
once all of them were caught, I came back to my old (uncomfortable still) apartment so my ark and I could get some breath and space. and I thought, much were over and safer.
next day - my bullet (car's name) was gone, poof. stolen. three days later she was found parked illegally, damaged on someone's property (half on lawn, half in window) and then impounded. front wheels/bumper, ingition, glovebox, parts of engine are gone. still waiting to hear if it's a total loss. oh.. not MY car.
hours later, crayola [my goldie] went missing (got out somehow when a friend came in) for two days, found right there on my backporch waiting, all fine and safe. thank god.
few next days, I was thrown into hospital ill again for a week, managed 'going' classes. good part from this is, cancerous cells removed. painful but for good, I hope.
I came back home few days ago, I no longer have 13 cats. I lost one to an unknown disease. unbelievable in his age. :( that, the whole thing, my little world, is just so empty right now.
recently this morning, I found a little note in my pager by bed that two of my friends I knew for pretty long time killed themselves altogether yesterday.
will all be over? sigh. :( I guess what happens chalks you stronger.
it's always nice coming back and find, be with my 'family'. thank you all kindly for sending e-hugs, messages, cards and packages, they helped us through all along. sorry I haven't been in touch and will take my time responding to every of you, your PM(s) as soon as I catch up with classes. again, thank you dearly.
((((bear hugs))))?
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edit - forgot to add, my special betta died too, not long ago. :(
