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Originally posted by finn's mom
And, my whole research into religions and beliefs is because I am yet to find a religion that I believe everything about. I don't go to church because I'm not sorry for having sex outside of marriage, simple as that. ;) So, I'm constantly trying to learn about other options, because until I can believe something 100% and practice it daily, I won't be a part of it. I can't be lukewarm. ;) that's why I don't consider myself really anything, besides spiritual, at this point. :)
I wasn't sorry for that either... because some part of me knew that Josh was going to be the guy I married. And he's the only person I've ever been with in that way. I guess that's why I felt okay with it. Nothing I was necessarily PROUD of, but at the same time I am/was.