:( I can't stop crying. Dear Peanut, Godspeed to the Bridge and say hi to my beautiful Goldie when you get there :(
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:( I can't stop crying. Dear Peanut, Godspeed to the Bridge and say hi to my beautiful Goldie when you get there :(
I was doing OK but this comment did me in. I now have tears streaming down my face. :( :( How can I stop the pain Debbie and Terry are feeling?? I know how it leaves you feeling gutted. I felt the same when my Speckles left. I wish God could give me a magic wand and make all the hurt go away. All I can do is offer up prayers and lots of {{{hugs}}}.Quote:
Now there is nothing but warmth, light, and peace for you.
xoxo
I get LES whenever I think about what you must be going through. Everyone has been so eloquent with their well wishes. Know that Peanut was loved not only by you, but also by the entire PT family! She will be so very missed in many hearts!
RIP sweet one, RIP.... play hard with your brother. I never had the pleasure of meeting him, but I know that he will be the bestest big brother at the RB. And you will have many good friends to show you around.
I am so very sorry.
{{{{{HUGS}}}}},
Pat, with LES
The Tubbies Are Palnning A Party For Peanuts At The Porch Angels Mandarin Buffet, And Tubby Will Guide His Sister Around On Her Tour Of The Serving Dishes.
Its So Sad To See A Friend Slowly Get Older, And Frustrating To Know Thats Theres Nothing You Can Do To Buy Them A Bit More Time.
The Found Cat And Porch Cat Angels , And My Dear Mother Aunt And Friend Norma Will Be There For Peanut To Help Her Adjust To Her Life As An Angel.
And You Will See Tubby And Peanut Again.
In Paradise.
One Fine Day.
Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you guys and dear Peanut. :(
**hugs**
I too am very sorry. Tears are streaming down my face as I type. Godspeed, beautiful Peanut. :(
Thinking of you and Terry on this very sad day. :(
Kim
Debbie and Terry, we are here for you.
Oh gosh! I didn't see this till now... I'm so sorry that things are not going well for dear Peanut. I can't imagine the "waiting" for the vet to come.
I hope that all is quick, and painless and merciful for little Peanut. She looks like such a sweet sweet girl.
My thoughts and prayers are with you at this time.
Hugs to you and Terry, a kiss to dear Peanut. Give CJ some scritches and a hug and kiss for me too.
I was just now able to view the video. How absolutely sweet she is. What a trusting face. I know how much you love her and she loves you the same way. That's easy to see. Who else would give her a palace of her own to live in? She deserves it, that's for sure. She's been loved and protected and cared for in a majestic way and that will continue in her new life that's on the other side of the veil.
Blessings to all,
Mary
Debbie,
I don't know what to say that hasn't been said already, I don't haved the way with words but thinking on the pain and sadness you must experiencing right know put a lump in my throat.
Even if we know the time is coming, we are never ready to let them go.Are we? :(
Peanut was a magnificent creature.
Godspeed Peanut you will be missed. :(
It was a little after 2:00 pm Mountain Time when the Silver Kloud came for Peanut. She went peacefully with me holding her head. She was in my lap when the vet gave her the sedative, so I know the last thing she knew on this earth was my lap, pets and kisses.
She bit me HARD when the vet injected the sedative. She got me on the thumb nail so I thought I'd be ok, but it did end up bleeding. I think she broke the skin away from the nail or something. I soaked it in alcohol but it has gotten more and more sore as the day has gone on. I will watch it closely and if it looks like it's going to be bad, I will be on my way to the doctor, but I still think I'll be ok because she got the nail. I think it's sore just like it would be sore if I hit it with a hammer.
*Tissue warning*
After the vet left, Terry and I were on the patio having a quiet little "wake" for Peanut. Quietly talking about life with her, laughing and crying intermittently, when all of a sudden a butterfly "buzzed" me! I haven't seen ANY butterflies here at all, and all of a sudden one flew right up to my face, paused, then flew away! After I caught my breath, I said "That was Peanut!" ....and we both broke down again. Then later Terry was outside and the same butterfly came by and sat on the little cage we have set up for the kitties. "She" sat there for a moment - Terry within 2 feet - just warming "her" wings in the sun, then she flew away and we didn't see her again the rest of the day. My little sweetie girl saying good bye. :(
And one last thing, and just one more proof that PT prayers work. I had asked you all to pray that Peanut have a relatively pain free last few hours. The last few days she has been straining significantly when she pees. All this morning her straining was signficantly LESS than before! I just KNOW it was the PT prayers that made her last few hours easier on her. When I mentioned all this to Terry, he broke down - again. He is really having a tough time with this and is already missing her big time.
Thank you all again so very much for your love and support. It helps so very much.
......I'm sure Tubby has already licked her head and she has already swatted him and they've already gotten into it like they used to.....just like old times. :( :) :(
Goodbye Dear Peanut! Not a way I wanted to end my night (in tears) but I'm so happy she went peacefully! Debbie the butterfly story is just amazing. Please give Terry a hug for me, and have him give you one for me.
The butterfly story is truly amazing. I am so sorry for your loss. I never knew Peanut, but as I sit here crying, I hope you can know how many prayers I have said for you all.
Crystal