I am sorry to hear of dear Trevor's passing. I know exactly how you are feeling right now, having lost Jack almost 3 months ago. It hurts like nothing on earth, and you feel such pain inside you feel like it will kill you, but after you've grieved so badly, it'll start to get easier. I still cry about Jack, I kiss his picture goodnight every night, but I try to think of the funny things he did, the happy times we had. You will be this way with Trevor soon...
God Speed Trevor, and I hope you'll make firm friends with Jack and all those other PT cats up there waiting to greet you.
kate & Sunny