I am also so very sorry for the loss of Rocca; I know your babies are what keeps you going, and it doesn't matter how many you have, you love each and every one, and when one is gone, it hurts just as badly. I know my guy is getting up in years, and I'm so afraid that one of these days I'll be posting a sad message like this one, too. Keep the faith, and know that you did the best you could for your baby for many years, and you will meet again. I'm sitting here crying for you right now, and wish you the strength to get through this.