What Made You Cry Today?

Casey missing Dale and Duke

I never dreamed this thread would be so popular. I'm sorry to everyone that's having hard times. At least we can help each other here.

Well probably no biggie to others, but it crushed me.

I went to the dentist today and for the first time I had a cavity, 2 in-fact! My dentist also told me I need to go to a physical therapy, because my jaw is runined and will get worse in time. I also have a deep indent in my tooth from my braces being pulled off, so now the dentist has to reshape my teeth. I am just so upset, it feels like there is problem after problem at this moment in my life. Sorry for taking up space, but it was a good vent.

What made me cry was reading all of your posts. :( I am so sorry to everyone that is feeling pain and I wish I could take it away from all of you. My heart just aches reading the words of everyone that is sad.

I'm just stressed. I cry nearly every other day, if not every day. I am like Sara where if I am alone, I sit and think, and I think about the things that are going wrong and it ends up ruining me and I start to cry. Lately it's just ths little things setting me off. I feel like my dad is spending more of his time and effort on his girlfriend than he is on us kids. That just breaks my heart simply because he said that he would never put anyone before us and he just isn't like that, you know? My daddy has always been my lifeline and now we don't talk as much as we used to.

Another thing is I just have so much on my plate. I am in the pit orchestra fors the Cats production and we have 7 shows over the next 4 days. I just need time to myself. I'm either at practice, a show, or work. I don't ever stop moving and a lot of the time I get home and crash and just cry because I stop and think about things, mostly my friends. Most of you know we've been having problems. They've stepped into the drinking scene and have completely left me in the dust without looking back. Conversation seems forced between us, and this scares me to death because for the longest time, they were all I had, and now they act like I'm nothing. I'm a very sensitive person and knowing that they don't care anymore breaks my heart, everyday. And everyday it just gets more obvious. It hurts me so bad.

Add to that, there's one person that I miss more than anything, and I can't see him. It's been a hard few weeks.

Good luck everyone. *hugs* Things can only look up, right?

I'm sorry to see that so many of us have problems! I guess such is life.

I didn't cry today, but I am feeling overwhelmed. I called in sick at one job to work on a huge assignment all day today, went to my other job, and now I'm working on more school work. I just want to be done! But I also want to do a good job. I have to quit one of my jobs and I've been feeling extreme anxiety on how to broach the subject with my boss. I was dreaming about it all last night. I just wish it was all a bit easier. :(

Taking a break on PT always helps. I think I'm going to read the smile thread now to cheer up!

Abbygirl - your friends may treat you like nothing, but WE all know you are SOMETHING!

I know the strain of showtime and a run of performances.

What works for me is staying in today and thinking of just one show at a time.

And how about planning a wee holiday when the show is over? Even a day trip with maybe a new friend or two in the orchestra?

HUGS!

Happy tears to see how PTers have come together to help Jess with Raven's surgery.

And sad ones because of missing Duke. How I wish I could turn back time to happier times.

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Originally Posted by dukedogsmom

Happy tears to see how PTers have come together to help Jess with Raven's surgery.

And sad ones because of missing Duke. How I wish I could turn back time to happier times.

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Awww I'm sorry you had one of those days. It is so hard losing one so dear like Duke.

I have also cried happy tears to see how PT has come together for them.

I cried sad tears over Barbaro yet again. His baby brother was born today, and while that is happy, it made me miss him again.

I haven't cried today, but two days ago was just a slap in the face.

This guy I kinda/sorta am friends with finally told me he liked me and wanted to date me, at one point. He then goes off to tell me that he doesn't want to date me anymore because he thinks that I don't know what I want, and that I just want someone to care about me. He then proceeds to give me a huge lecture about how I need to grow up and stop being scared about relationships, and I just need to let go of all the stuff that's dragging me down. It not only made me sad, but it made me angry because HE is the one who won't get into a relationship because his ex-gf "ruined" him.

But that night, after everyone told me I was being the bad person and chasing HIM around (which I wasn't), I realized that he's partially right. I don't know what I want and I'm terrified to be in a relationship again. I got tossed around so bad in the first one, I don't know what the hell to do. My emotions are just really out of whack and he TOLD me that, and I finally accepted it.

*sigh* What a good ranting thread. Hugs to everyone, we'll make it.

me and my friend today, we were making a movie, it was so funny! We both ended up in fits of giggles. I cried with laughter.

I haven't cried today.. but I cried yesterday because my friends are dorks :p.

I've been kind of having an "off" day today.
Just crying because its a nice day and I'd give anything to spend it with my dad. :(

Wow.. reading my old post in this thread made me realize how much things have changed...

I cried today, thinking about moving to Arizona this summer. My boyfriend isn't going to basic training this summer, but now I'm moving across the country. I'm very upset about moving, and hopefully I can figure something out so i dont have to go.

I cried today thinking about the possibility of my Charlie kitty being sick. Charlie goes back for his next vet visit on May 19th.

And about the fact that I might be, too.

I have been having tests run since January 15th. The docs said to wait a few months and go back for some follow up tests. I go back on May 21st and 29th for the follow up tests. I'd like Cancer to remain only my astrological sign, not something growing in my body. *sigh*

It's been a rough day, overall.

I cried knowing that Goof is still not home.

I cried while I was looking at the picture of my RB budgie, Sunny. :( It has been over two years and I am still not over it. I really don't know if I'll ever completely heal from this pain. I miss him SO much...