When I first joined PetTalk and started reading your posts about your beloved Killian, my Peach was starting into her declining months. I took your advice then to never pass her by without a pet and a kind word.
Now that she is gone, I feel at peace that she knew she was loved and wanted every day we were blessed to have her. When she was at her sickest and had to be helped outside to go potty, she always looked so apologetic that we would have to help her. We told her that it was OK, that we loved her, and that we couldn't not do this small favor after all she had done for us.
Your Killian is blessed to have someone like you to care for him! There is no greater gift that you can give him than what you are doing for him right now. Take care.