Dear Lut, what a terrible disappointment for you. This has been going on so long and I am sure you must be at your wits end.
I will feel much better about the whole procedure once you are confident that the infection has completely gone away. That is a complication that you don't need and could cause you further problems.
You know that every one of us here care about you and are pulling and praying for you.
When you are down - please come to us because we all have big shoulders and are ready to let you have a good old fashioned cry.
Much love to you.
Gini