Well I thought I better post this entire week has had high highs and low lows..She has Pancreatitis.....She is back home now...I can't put her through the car ride and nights away from home anymore. I am going to do my best to keep her comfortable with the local vet..She is back to the not eating stage again....So tomorrow I am going to take her to my vet and have sub q fluids and an anti nausia medication and also an acid reducer for her stomach. And hopefully they can bring her around again...I am just affraid i am prolonging her agony at this point for selffish reasons...I love her more than anything on the planet... They can't just fix her...I just want them to give me my sweet silly talker kitty back. She is the most wonderful animal and I was blessed each and every day with her presents on this planet she doesn't deserve even a minute of any pain and she has been through 2 weeks of none stop agony I just promised her that I won't do that again...Make her ride 2 hours in a car. Not knowing where we are taking her. Sorry to be such a downer but this whole ordeal has taken a lot out of me and much more out of her. She doesn't like me sad and I really do try to stay positive but its getting really hard. We have lost in our life time to many siamese kitties...