I am so sorry. You must be devistated. I think you are very brave to be able to do that and I know that you are a strong person. They are all keeping each other warm and happy while they wait for you at the bridge. You have my sincere condolences. What a tremendous loss.
I don't know what to say that has not already been said. Just know that you can add me to your list of sincere supporters during your time of grieving and loss. Hugs to you.