Thanks everyone for the good thoughts and :love:
Logan had her blood tests today. The nurse can't believe she's the same dog I adopted 8 years ago. She's so good.
I know we all lie in bed and think of stuff. Last night, mine was how much I hate April. Cody died, a day later I lost my job, I had my hand accident in April (5 years today!), plus some other awful things. Then the vet that saw me, was the same vet that diagnosed Cody with cancer 8 years ago. I hadn't seen her since. My regular vet was out when I called about Logan's lump, so she was available within the hour. It took me a second to register when I saw her face. I know, I have too much to think about. I gave Logan a Rimydal for her achy hips and right before I sat at the computer, she slept on my chest. I desperately tried not to cry. I'll be OK. I have friends going to help me with Logan.