Dearest Kay I am so sorry to hear how you are feeling,depression is the pitts darling,I sure hope you can overcome it,if not please seek some medical help if you have not already, we soldier on sometimes at the detriment to ourselves and our loved ones.
I am so sorry you experienced the pain of loosing someone close and dear to you, it will take time to heal, and no-one here expects anything of you, we just want you to feel well and happy again.
I certainly hope that 2009 is better for you my dear, Hugs.
