Oh Candace, you need a huge hug and I'm sending you lots of prayers. I know depression and how it makes you feel. I myself have finally found a job where I feel I completely fit in. I never had that before. I am making next to nothing but I love it so I'll keep hope of making bonuses and maybe a raise in February ;)
Trust me, I found my job by sending my resume to some place I NEVER thought I would want to work.... in fact I met hubby who is as close to "perfect for me" as can be by stepping out of what I considered to be my type. Try sending resumes to jobs you never thought of enjoying. I thought my job would be "beneath me" but its the best job EVER. I thought my hubby was rough around the edges but he's the best guy ever (please remind me of that when I'm mad at him ;)) You never know what God has in store for you unless you try to step outside yourself and give something strange a try.
