My baby girl is soooo ready to go and I'm very ready to let her go. I had some friends over to say their last good-byes and to take some pictures. My baby girl....who hated to be held...who hated to be messed with....who would bite anyone who touched her paws....just layed on my chest for a long time. I took some of her fur and even put a bandana on her while she had her picture taken on Santa's lap. She never flinched. Right now she is sleeping on the couch on her favourite blankie. I'm wondering if she will chose to leave before the vet arrives.
I can't help but think that she has done a very unselfish thing. This whole ordeal would have been so much more stressful on me if I hadn't been on holidays. Did she plan this departure when she knew that I would be around most of the day??
Right now I'm very much in control and have not shed any tears yet. I have no idea what I will be like tonight.
Sara and Laurie...what a lovely thought. I've had candles burning all day here and I can imagine how pretty the Bridge must look with all the Christmas lights lining the railing.