Tomorrow will be a sad day for me! :(
Tomorrow morning I take my Dixie to the vets to get spayed. Most of you know what a difficult decision this was for me to make. I know I am doing the right thing but this just makes it sooooo permanent. She was a great mom and I enjoyed having the puppies so much. It was the greatest joy! But it did age her and I love her so much I want to take all steps to make sure she is around for many many many many more years!
If the Lord wills there will be more puppies some day. Perhaps Dusty will be a father someday if we get him titled. I've already had people asking if we would but it is way to early to decide. I know I won't unless he is titled.
Here are a few pictures of Dixie and her babies when they were only 5 days old. These were taken on May 7, 2001.
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http://www.photogra.com/galleries/35...0211120626.jpg
Dixie is at the vets now :(
I gave her a bath last night so she would be nice and clean and then I dropped her off this morning. It was a very emotional thing for me and I'm sure they thought I was nuts for boo hooing. They even suggested I cancel it and think it over more. I said no, I know I'm doing the right thing but she is my baby. I cried all the way to work after dropping her off. I'm okay now but there is this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I have very fond memories of her and her puppies and even have the biggest baby boy to show for it! I could not of asked for a more perfect puppy than Dusty and I have Dixie to thank for it!
I know some of you are probably thinking what's the big deal! I know it's not that tramatic of a deal but I would of liked to have another litter of her puppies! It is now a permanent decision that I can't. Thank you for letting me ramble. ;)
I am just a little confused. I thought I would be able to pick her up late this afternoon but they told me I can't pick her up until tomorrow afternoon. They want to administer pain medication and make sure she eats tomorrow morning. Is this normal? I think she would be better off with me taking care of her. :confused: