I'm very nervous!

This is the first I'm going to see or really talk to my riding instructor(Sis's real owner) since Sis died. I don't know why but I'm very nervous! I guess it's just time for me to actually realize that Sis is gone. I've just wanted to cry all day because of it.:(
I mean I love my riding instructor, Mary, she's awesome, I really don't know why I'm so scared and nervous!

i'm sorry your uncomfortable. i'm sure the fact that Sis is gone makes you feel this way. hope you feel better as the day goes on.

Well I came home from the meeting(Horse and Pony), a lot of people were talking to Mary and I about Sis, they wanted to know what happened and such. I can't ride right now because the weather is so crummy but when it clears up I'll be riding Dot(Mary's other horse).

I'm sorry for the loss of Sis. I hope after the meeting you felt a little better.

*hugs*