i need prayers

as you can tell i havent been on lately..and you might ask why...
i am battleing deppresion right now and have led to cutting meyself....you might say to yoorself wow thats a stupid thing to do..but it does help..it takes the deppresion out of my mind ond i focus on the pain...
well i know i need to stop.....so could you please pray for me?

You need to speak to someone besides us. Is there someone at school that can help you? Perhaps a best friend? Prayers on the way.

no thats one of my problems i am homeschooled and if my parents find out they will be soo mad at me.....i am scared to tell them

You need to tell your parents, NOW!! Its a habit you don't want to start. If you are afraid to talk to your parents alone, find someone else to go with you and tell them. There has got to be people that you know. I am homeschooled too, but I know people outside of my family. Come up with a list of things to do instead of cut. I hope everything works out for you. Prayers on the way. :)

i dont think it has gotten that bad...i was thinking about calling grandma and tell her to tell my mom.... well it took pictures it might freak you out a lil

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I don't know what to say, but maybe you could even write a letter to your parents and tell them, but you need to tell SOMEONE!! You say its not that bad, but a lot of times people will say that and then it just keeps getting worse. Its like an addiction ot drugs, only an addiction to cutting. You really need to talk to someone.

you re right...it is getting reall bad:(

star of light,

you know what you need to tell someone that can help you besides us cutting is bad and can lead to something else please tell your parents for me..if you ever need to talk about anything your depression, pm me or e-mail me @ [email protected] i am here for you but please tell a counselor(or get one) and your parents they'll thank you for telling them and will be willing to help you (((hugs)))

thank you all for your help

I agree.. you need to talk to your parents... I am sure they won't be mad at you...

Prayers on the way... you need to find someone to talk to.. it will make you feel a lot better...

but my parents are part of the reason...they are always yelling at me for some reason.....:(

I think you should talk to the parent you feel the most comfortable with. My 13 year old daughter and myself have had some rough times...she finally told me that she feels like I am yelling at her all the time, I never even thought that...just trying to protect her. Now I really try not to criticize all the time and try to point out the positives...its really hard on both sides.

okay thank you for all of your advices...
i think i am going to write a letter to my mom

please tell us how it goes we are all here for you.

Star of light,

It is very good to know that you are getting some help. And your parents probably won't be too upset at you if you let them know that you need help. You are in my prayers, and I thank you so much for getting help. {{{HUGS}}}:)