Cappy My Sweet Nephew

This is the latest letter from LeeAnn and I wanted to share it with you because you have been so supportive throughout the past weeks. She really appreciates all of the love and prayers for her and her angel Cappy.

HEY GIRLFRIEND.


KIT SAVED THE MESSAGE YOU LEFT ON THE PHONE TODAY. I WAS AT WORK UNTIL 1 PM. I’VE BEEN SPLITTING THE IMMUNOCAL INTO 2 DOSES FOR CAPPY LIKE YOU DO FOR YOUR KIDS. MIXING IT WITH STRAWBERRY YOGURT FOR THE TIME BEING UNTIL I CAN GET OUT TO THE STORE TO BUY PLAIN YOGURT & FRUIT. HE LOVES ITS. BUT THEN HE LOVES JUST ABOUT ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR HIS METACAM PAIN RELEIVER THAT I’VE STARTED GIVING HIM ON OCCASION WHEN HE SEEMS RESTLESS & UNABLE TO SETTLE WHICH LEADS ME TO BELIEVE HE’S FEELING SOMEWHAT UNCOMFORTABLE. YOU SHOULD SEE THE FACE HE MAKES WHEN I SYRINGE IT INTO HIS MOUTH. HE LOOKS LIKE HE JUST TASTED THE ******* OF A SKUNK! LOL.



TODAY IS THE SANTA PARADE BUT THE KIDS AREN’T GOING IN IT BECAUSE IT’S POURING RAIN HERE AND I WON’T TAKE A CHANCE ON CAPPY GETTING SOAKED WHEN HE’S ILL. BESIDES MY HEART ISN’T IN IT THIS YEAR. I HATE GOING TO WORK EVERY DAY & LEAVING HIM. I HATE THAT I’M FULL TIME NOW. THIS COULDN’T HAVE COME AT A WORSE TIME. HE’S ALL I THINK ABOUT EVERY SECOND I’M AWAY FROM HIM. I JUST COULDN’T WAIT TO GET HOME TODAY TO SEE HIM. I’M OFF NOW UNTIL TUESDAY MORNING SO I’LL BE SPENDING EVERY MINUTE WITH HIM.

PLEASE THANK YOUR MOM & YOUR GANG AT PET TALK FOR THEIR THOUGHTS & PRAYERS FOR CAPPY. THANK SANDRA ESPECIALLY FOR ME. SHE IS SPECIAL TO CARE THAT MUCH ABOUT SOMEONE SHE’S NEVER MET.



EVER SINCE I GOT THE NEWS THAT CAPPY HAS LYMPHOMA CANCER I’VE BEEN TRYING DESPERATELY TO UNDERSTAND & COME TO TERMS WITH WHY THIS IS HAPPENING. WHY WAS HE CHOSEN OUT OF THE MILLIONS WHO HAVE GONE THROUGH HELL TO BE SAVED AT THE LAST MINUTE FROM EUTHANAISA AT THE SHELTER HE CAME FROM? THE MILLIONS WHO ARE UNLOVED & THEIR LIVES SLIP AWAY WHILE CHAINED IN BACKYARDS & JUNK YARDS. THE MILLIONS WHO DIE UNLOVED IN SHELTERS WITHOUT EVER KNOWING KINDNESS OR A GENTLE HUMAN TOUCH. THE MILLIONS WHO WE NEVER HEAR ABOUT WHO & THE ONES WE DO WHO ARE BEATEN TO DEATH BY THEIR OWNERS. THE MILLIONS WHO ARE LEFT ABANDONED ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD SOME OF WHICH I SEE EVERY DAY IN MY JOB. I’VE RAGED IN MY HEART THAT WHAT HE WENT THROUGH & SURVIVED SURELY SHOULD HAVE EARNED HIM A LONG COMFORTABLE LIFE TO GROW OLD IN. TO BE LOVED & ADORED UNTIL HE WAS A VERY OLD MAN PASSING GENTLY OVER TO RAINBOW BRIDGE WHILE HELD SAFELY IN MY ARMS.



DURING ONE OF OUR MANY 2 HOUR LONG HUGGING SESSIONS AT 4 AM WITH ME SOAKING HIM IN TEARS I THINK I’VE COME TO TERMS WITH ALL OF MY QUESTIONS. FROM DAY #1 OF HAVING HIM I’VE WITH EVERY OPPORTUNITY GIVEN TOLD AS MANY PEOPLE AS I CAN CAPPY’S LIFE STORY. I BELIEVE THIS LITTLE BOY WAS SAVED TO DO A JOB TOUCHING A LOT OF PEOPLE’S HEARTS BY WORD OF MOUTH & EMAILS THAT HAVE BEEN FORWARDED ON MANY TIMES. CAPPY & HIS STORY ARE WELL KNOWN THROUGH OUT ONTARIO TO BRITAIN, ALBERTA, HALIFAX & OTTAWA AS WELL INTO THE USA. I BELEIVE HE WAS SAVED BECAUSE HE HAD A JOB TO DO TO BECOME A BEAUTIFUL POSTER CHILD FOR THE UNLOVED. HIS LIFE WAS SAVED TO TOUCH THE HEARTS OF MANY PEOPLE ABOUT THE MANY WHO NEED SAVING.



AND OH YES HIS LIFE WAS ALSO SAVED TO JOYFULLY EXPERIENCE UNCONDITIONAL ABSOLUTE LOVE WITH US.



LOVE LEE ANN AND CAPPY XXXOOOOXXXX


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Sweet Cappy dog napping.:)

My heart goes out to your friend and Cappy and I will be saying a prayer for them.

I keep sitting here wanting to say something else but can't find the words.

I'll be thinking about LeeAnn and Cappy.

Robin :(

Oh Deb....Thank you so much for sharing this with us. It's good to hear from LeeAnn but at the same time, so heart wrenching:( I was wondering all weekend how Cappy did at the parade. I'm sorry it rained and the kids were unable to march. But it sounds as though it may have been for the better. And you know, I' think Cappy would rather spend the precious time he has left with him family, hugging, snuggling and being close to his Mom. It's so hard to comprehend why a doggie so young, so deserving was dealt such a fate:( But I take comfort in the knowledge that until that day Cappy earns his angel wings, he will know nothing but unconditional love. Please tell LeeAnn I'm thinking of her and Cappy and keeping them close in my heart and in my thoughts and prayers, every day. Please give him a big Rottie sized hug next time you see him:) Love, Sandra, Cody and Star

Poor cappy! I hope he comes thru ok..I know he is loved!

everytime I think of this wonderful man,, I just break down in tears,,,,, like now....:(