i really only feel comfortable with talking to johanna about this...but she's not around + with the new baby i woudln't bother her even if she was around....I'm reallllly lost right now...I just don't know what to do or who to talk to...i feel i can't tell my parents they'd be angry...or hurt...
I know this is pointless..sorry I need someone to talk to but i just cant bring myself to telling anyone..esp ppl i dont know...