Missing my Perkins...:(

Its been just over 5 months since I lost my baby boy...Perkins...

I don't know but this past week I've been thinking about him a lot and out visiting his grave a lot. I miss him with all my heart. When I joined PT it was only 2 days after I had my baby put down and it helped so much having all of you PTers support me...anyways I never really did get to post any pics of Perkins. So I was going through some today and here are some of the last pics I took of him...enjoy:

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These were taken only 2 weeks before he was put to sleep...he looked so healthy here, he went downhill so fast.

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Here you notice he started to get ill, he had lost a lot of weight and looked so unhappy...:(

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This was taken the day he was put down...he looked just awful, my poor angel boy.

In Loving Memory of "Perkins"

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I still think of you each and everyday...:( Thanks for listening.

(((HUGS))) to you! Play nicely at the Rainbow Bridge, darling Perkins. You are free from pain, and you can watch over your Meowmie. Tell her that you are happy, and she shoudln't be sad any more, beacause one day you will see her again!

Dear Mr. Perkins:
You are one handsome orangie boy! I'll bet you've got all the ladies looking at you up there.

{{{HUGS}}}} to you MM. I know you miss him, but take comfort in knowing that you will meet up again. Your heart still aches but someday the pain will subside and you will remember him with a smile on your face.

I am sorry you had to lose Perkins. he looks so sweet in his pictures. But keep the memory alive. He will be waiting for you.

Thank you all for your kinda words. It all helps. :)

I'm sorry. :( :( :( Perkins was beautiful.

Wow, Perkins was a mighty handsome boy! I know you miss him terriably and I understand your grief.....a to many of us here on PT do. You just remember he knew he was loved and you gave him the best life he could have ever wanted. He died knowing that. He knew you loved him.

RIP beautiful Prekins.

{{{hugs}}} What a wonderful tribute to a very handsome, special and very loved boy. Perkins is looking down on you from the Rainbow Bridge.

pERKINS,MIGHT BE GONE,BUT HIS SPRIT,LIKE OuRS,LIVES ON.HE IS A MEMBER,IN GOOD STANDING,IN THE PET ANGEL ARMY,VACACTIONING,IN THE CANADIAN rOCKIES,AND LOVES YOU,AS MUCH,AS YOU LOVE HIM!!

I'm sorry about Perkins. He was a very handsome cat!

I got all choked up reading your little messages you had put for him,while looking at the photos. I'm so sorry for your loss. It hurts so much...I know! May he Rest in Peace and play non stop with a smile on his face over the Rainbow. XO

I am so sorry. Perkins was a beautiful boy, and I can tell the pain is still so raw for you. Please know that Perkins is looking down on you, with love. Love for what you did while he was living, and for what you did when he was sick. That is what compassion is..doing what is right, without thought for how you will feel about it later. RIP, Perkins. Special hugs for your meowmie that still misses you very badly.

Thank you all so much.

You all know just what to say to make a grieving "meowmie" feel better... :)