My mom just left with leah to an emergency vet a couple hours away. I went out to play with the cats one last time before night and she was laying there and her eyes were shut, i thought she was sleeping so i lifted her up, and she opened her eyes but she barely looked alive. I wrapped her up in a blanket and mom just left for the vet. I am so upset. Its all my fault, its from the spaying, i am sure, i should of kept her in the house, now she is going to die because i was so careless.