Try taking some of Magoo's medications....
If you find this situation so difficult, you may want to pop a couple of his pills - just kidding of course. We are all obsessed with Mr. Magoo. He is just so different - no eyes - not even eyeballs. I think we all feel some obligation to him, to have his life be normal - of course that will never happen. He knows life as it is right now...and he's making the best of it thanks to you. He is dependent on you - as is all of your kitties. He has special needs - and so he is special. I understand your problem completely. I obsess over my cats many times too......especially when they are ill.
Now that you have talked about it, I bet it will ease up a bit.
And.....you might want to take a pill or two, too! <--- joking.....
Love,
SAS
Miley is my special girl....
I, too, love all my cats, but Miley girl has a special way of communicating with me. Like this morning, she brought me a toy and put it next to my head. Sometimes it is a bag of muffins, sometimes a stick of butter.....whatever she can find.....all for her mama! Our love is mutual. She is my girl!
Now that you know that I am nuts too..... we can all relax. We love creatures, that is for sure!