My poor first hampster

This was about 3 years ago and I had a baby teddy bear hampster and my bro was really little. My hampster Car-mel was in her ball and my brother was downstairs. I was in my room and I heard my mom scream. I bolted downstairs to see what was wrong and my brother had throne the the ball at the wall and my hampster was in it. He said he thought it was fake and my mom held the hamster in her hand and it was still moving. it appered that it broke it's neck and it was really late and there was not time to bring her to the vet. We watched her slowley die and I ran to my room screaming and crying in fright saying to myself "why,why,why.....????" I forgave my brother since he didn't know any better but I still love Car-mel. I stille have a place for her in my heart. :-'(