Yes, I finally think I am starting to feel a bit better. Maybe that new pill the doc gave me is starting to help me out. I'm not for sure. All I know is sometimes I feel like I'm in a big dark hole and I'm constantly trying to climb out of it. I'm working hard at it though. I realize that I am suffering from depression and menopause and it has been driving me crazy! I am also feeling a lot of anger and resentment about what I had to go through. I don't know why I am having that reaction right now. I went through the whole thing being scared and just dealing with it and doing what I was supposed to do and I thought I handled it pretty well. Now, after it is all over with and I should be very happy that all is well and trust me I am but for some reason I am so pissed off about the whole thing now. The doc says that is normal. I guess so. Hmm..ok...I'm starting to rant again. Maybe I'm not doing as well as I thought...lol. No really, I am. I finally realized I needed to do something, so guess what I did! I went and joined Curves for Women yesterday. A workout place! I did my first workout yesterday and I LOVED it!!!! I felt so good afterwards. I felt good the whole rest of the evening. My mind felt clearer and I felt pumped up. Yes, it is a little on the expensive side but for me it is totally worth it. It made me feel good, it is definitely good for my health and maybe just maybe I might even lose a little weight (I have to work on that eating part though). Well, I just wanted to let you know what I have been up to. Did you all know that you are my therapy support group? Well, you are! Love ya all!
Hugs...Robin :)
P.S....I'm heading out the door now for my second workout!