i feel their pain

tonight ive been reading all the sad news about the sick little ones and the ones who have crossed the bridge now and once again i cant stop crying. i am so sorry these babies are so sick and that poor cat is blind. i wish i could take it all away from them and that i could take away what their "parents" are going through. my laila and hassan sleep right through my crying now, they must be thinking "oh moms lost it again" and the neighbor next door must be thinking "oh shes crying again". i feel so helpless. cats and animals and their carers are all thats good about the world and dont deserve to feel any pain. these innocent ones are our angels and we are theirs. its not fair they should suffer. im praying for all these cats and their people tonight. im going to have a cup of tea now and wash my face. i have tears rolling down my cheeks and i cant catch my breath but i need to express. god bless. eva, mrs cat