I did it, I stood up. (about my relationship..took me a while..)
So I did it. I put my foot down to my mom, about my relationship with Mike. I told her that I wasn't going to change or stop staying over Mike's when I come home to visit. It just did not seem right to me. I told her that I knew what I was doing and she just needed to trust me, and know that it is okay. The only main part that worries/concerns her is the fact Mike does not share his feelings verbally, but only by actions, and the fact, we both have not said "I love you" yet. I know I am ready, and I see it in his eyes, but I just want to be able to say it at the right moment. I just don't want to plan it, and say it at that time, I just want to say it when it COMES out. Yes we've been together since January, but every relationship is different, right? I know of that. He is in Chicago for a work trip then I am thinking about asking him to come down next weekend for the OSU/Michigan weekend, or I might come home instead, either way, we want to see each other. All I know is I don't want to wait until Thanksgiving to see him. This long distance is killing me. He is going to North Dakota after Thanksgiving, and he will be gone on his Birthday, then after that, he is off to Texas. So much traveling! Meanwhile I keep myself busy with college, but it's just not the same, but I am having fun here. I just know I am getting closer to the day I graduate which is next year. One thing we have been doing since we met, we always say good night and "Adios" to each other every night. :) It's almost as a competition for us to say "Adios" first, and it is funny. We used to mark up our score, but not anymore.
