I have been fostering my aunt's cat Buddy for the past 10 months. After 18 years, she passed this weekend. She was a warm, loving kitty. She was my "special kitty". I miss so very much. I was able to be with her during her last moments, which was very important to me. I know she wasn't "my cat" but she was! The last few months her health was going down hill, but I was the one who took care of her. Her special feeding, gave her all her meds - she became part of my family. It is very hard to be in my own house with out her. I look over at her place on the couch, she's not there. I check my bed in hopes to find her sleeping, again she is not there. My other 3 cats must know, they have also been "looking" for something. My one cat Jojo who has never been a lap cat, has turned into one overnight. He has been by my side ever since Saturday morning. I feel so sad and empty inside, like a piece of me is missing. I know she is in a better place and they she no longer is in pain, but it still doesn't help with the hurt. Here are some pics from her last few months:
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God bless my sweet lil girl, my lil mama, my lil budbud. Know you were loved very much and missed even more!
From my heart to yours - I love you
Janine