Gone For Now

I never wanted to come here and ask for pity or ever come back, heartwrench and sick to post anything right now but people here have been asking for me and thought I'd leave you a last note. I'm sorry to end this quick and short, I have no idea how angry/upset I am right now.

some of you have saw my [my lost ark] thread from last week - six cats were missing from a broken window and four were found later. two were remained gone when I went to findlay gathering for a day last sunday.

three nights ago I came home to my half collapsed apartment - we do not know what happened yet. found five another cats went missing and one cat have been terribly punctured by a wooden (word?) then one wounded cat (who too had a hole on his side) came back today. both are in hospital now.

six fursurvivors, crayola & clothes are all I have now. those poor six cats have been living out in cages or on their harnesses. there's no way I could give them away because of this, we would be much safer if I still had my (stolen) car. I can't and refuse to leave here until I find all of my babies.

I will be back if I ever find all and a safer home for all of us. I can't stand crying but, thank you everyone for supportive PMs, words & hugs - I'm sorry I'll be unable to respond any of your PMs for a while now. :( :(

two pictures, one of floor, second of broken litterbox & glass from living room and I won't post the rest of bedroom where most of my cats hung out that night, they are too graphically pain to see - there were blood all over.

Gina, I'm so very sorry. I didn't see the first thread (how on earth did I miss it?) but it must be so terrible for you. You are very strong. Sending huge (((hugs))) for a very brave lady.

I know you've had difficulties with the RPD before, but can you contact them to see if there's any report of an incident while you were away, and the landlord, and find out what happened, and if the landlord's insurance will cover the cost of replacing any of your things that got damaged?

Oh my Goodness, Gina!! Bad things just won't stop, will they??:( I feel so bad for you!! I do remember the first thread, and I'm very sorry!! Prayers on the way!:( Stay strong.:(

karen, they should. they are under investigation right now. old apartment policemen think, fighting upstairs a witnessed neighbor said but landlord said it has been vacant since the last violence.

Oh, good - glad they are investigating. Did they at least help you find a safe place to stay? Thank goodness this didn't happen in the middle of finals, as bad as this is.

Oh my God, Gina. I am so, so sorry. The bad luck never seems to end for you :( :( :(

I hope you find your babies, and I hope they are all safe right now.

Oh Gina, I'm so sorry. :( I hope and pray you will find missing kittys and that the ones in the hospital will be well soon. I pray you will find a safe place to stay. I will pray extra hard for you, your kittys and Crayola. {{{hugs}}}

I'm so sorry to hear about this. :( I desperately hope you can find everyone. I wish I had something more or better to say but I can't seem to find the right words. I will be thinking and hoping for the best, and I wish you the best.

I am praying even harder taht the Search and Rescue Squad can reunite you with your Cats.
This is so terrible, I am praying for you Gina.
They can have anything they want here as long as they let the Cats be.

I'm so sorry, Gina. :( I hope you find them and find a safe place to live! (((hugs))) You and your ark will be in my thoughts and prayers. Please give Crayola a hug for me and please take care of yourself!

OMG Gina I'm so sorry!!! I cant belive what your going through. I hope so much that your kitties come back and those who were hurt get better. I'm just speachless as what to say.I hate how bad things keep happening to you and your fur babies. I hope they catch the A**holes who have done this and beat them then throw them in jail for life!!

Gina, please accept my deepest condolences:(I'm so sorry!((HUGS)) good luck to you.

I can't believe this. I wish I could give you another hug.

This is just too bizzare. :(

I'm speechless Gina. This is horrible. Please let me know if I can do something to help. (((((HUGS))))) :( :( :(