ILoveMyAbbyGirl
11-19-2005, 10:14 PM
Yep!
So I had to work today from 2pm-10pm. My mom made plans AFTER I told her I needed her to pick me up at 10. She said she was going out to drink with some of her friends (ex-boyfriend who caused her last breakdown is going to be there.) and she could NOT come and get me. My dad and my brother went hunting this weekend, so it was just her and I. She is my MOM for God's sake, but alas, I am dead LAST on her priority list.
So she calls my sister to ask if SHE can come and get me at 10. My sister is WORKING. She is a POLICE OFFICER. She was directed by my mom to come and get me while she was working. My sister said she couldn't guarantee that she could be there, because if she got called to a case, who knows how long she would be there. But my sister, my whole world, came and got me between calls.
My sis (Jen) asked my mom why SHE couldn't get me. My mom replied that the bar they were going to was out in Schofield (10-15 min drive) and she didn't want to come out and then go back out to SF. She then concluded by saying that she couldn't WAIT till I got my license, because its such an inconvenience to take me back and forth to work.
Luckily my sister came to get me, so I didn't have to walk home at 10pm at night, 3 miles to my moms.
I... I don't know what I feel. I expected it to happen like that, but I now feel unwanted... she can't even take 20 mins to come and get me and make sure I get home safe. I feel like I wasn't meant to be here. My job is holding her back from a social life... or some stupid sh*t like that.
My dad would be ROYALLY pissed off right now. That's all my dad does, is take us kids wherever we need to go, ALL the TIME. My mom needs to be a parent and step up and do her part. I don't even have a mom, as far as I'm considered. She doesn't care enough about me and my safety, why should I?
I'm just soo unbelievably frustrated. I'm on the verge of tears, and I want to talk to my dad soo bad. I'm so glad she isn't here.
Another thing-- she's meeting John out at the bar. John that caused the last breakdown. John that mom was in love with but he wasn't in love with her. John that is going to hurt her again and she's gonna be allll messed up.
I'm sorry I just ranted for so long. It was all pointless. I'm a useless kid anyway, whats the difference? I'm just an inconvenience.
So I had to work today from 2pm-10pm. My mom made plans AFTER I told her I needed her to pick me up at 10. She said she was going out to drink with some of her friends (ex-boyfriend who caused her last breakdown is going to be there.) and she could NOT come and get me. My dad and my brother went hunting this weekend, so it was just her and I. She is my MOM for God's sake, but alas, I am dead LAST on her priority list.
So she calls my sister to ask if SHE can come and get me at 10. My sister is WORKING. She is a POLICE OFFICER. She was directed by my mom to come and get me while she was working. My sister said she couldn't guarantee that she could be there, because if she got called to a case, who knows how long she would be there. But my sister, my whole world, came and got me between calls.
My sis (Jen) asked my mom why SHE couldn't get me. My mom replied that the bar they were going to was out in Schofield (10-15 min drive) and she didn't want to come out and then go back out to SF. She then concluded by saying that she couldn't WAIT till I got my license, because its such an inconvenience to take me back and forth to work.
Luckily my sister came to get me, so I didn't have to walk home at 10pm at night, 3 miles to my moms.
I... I don't know what I feel. I expected it to happen like that, but I now feel unwanted... she can't even take 20 mins to come and get me and make sure I get home safe. I feel like I wasn't meant to be here. My job is holding her back from a social life... or some stupid sh*t like that.
My dad would be ROYALLY pissed off right now. That's all my dad does, is take us kids wherever we need to go, ALL the TIME. My mom needs to be a parent and step up and do her part. I don't even have a mom, as far as I'm considered. She doesn't care enough about me and my safety, why should I?
I'm just soo unbelievably frustrated. I'm on the verge of tears, and I want to talk to my dad soo bad. I'm so glad she isn't here.
Another thing-- she's meeting John out at the bar. John that caused the last breakdown. John that mom was in love with but he wasn't in love with her. John that is going to hurt her again and she's gonna be allll messed up.
I'm sorry I just ranted for so long. It was all pointless. I'm a useless kid anyway, whats the difference? I'm just an inconvenience.