DogLover9501
09-15-2004, 04:29 PM
:(
I can't seem to stop thinking about Jasper being on these life shortening pills! I hate it :( I can never get to sleep at decent hours unless Im sick, because I think about him alot when I lay in bed at night.
Also alot of family members and people tell me he's looking alot better and all sorts of things like that, and I *love* that he's looking better and not scratching, but I can never bring myself to smile about it, because of those horrible pills.
I feel like Jasper could die anyday, I know that's not true, and Im not quite sure why I feel that way, but it's just I have asked the vet several times and other people ABOUT how much time this can take off his life, and I've never gotten any exact answers or any that helps, so I always feel like they are killing him :( :( :(
I also feel trapped, at a dead end, because our vet cant do anything else, I know we tried ALOT of stuff, but it's not enough, because I still don't know what's wrong, and I *NEED* to know whats wrong with my baby :(
Ugh, one of my biggest fears is the unknown, I hate not knowing what these pills are doing to his organs, I hate not knowing how much life he actually has--he's way too young for me to worry about that, but most of all I hate not knowing whats wrong with him, and how to fix it :( :(
:( Sorry, I just needed to vent
I can't seem to stop thinking about Jasper being on these life shortening pills! I hate it :( I can never get to sleep at decent hours unless Im sick, because I think about him alot when I lay in bed at night.
Also alot of family members and people tell me he's looking alot better and all sorts of things like that, and I *love* that he's looking better and not scratching, but I can never bring myself to smile about it, because of those horrible pills.
I feel like Jasper could die anyday, I know that's not true, and Im not quite sure why I feel that way, but it's just I have asked the vet several times and other people ABOUT how much time this can take off his life, and I've never gotten any exact answers or any that helps, so I always feel like they are killing him :( :( :(
I also feel trapped, at a dead end, because our vet cant do anything else, I know we tried ALOT of stuff, but it's not enough, because I still don't know what's wrong, and I *NEED* to know whats wrong with my baby :(
Ugh, one of my biggest fears is the unknown, I hate not knowing what these pills are doing to his organs, I hate not knowing how much life he actually has--he's way too young for me to worry about that, but most of all I hate not knowing whats wrong with him, and how to fix it :( :(
:( Sorry, I just needed to vent