DJFyrewolf36
09-01-2004, 01:01 PM
I'd try and vent on how miserable I'm feeling (it helps actually) but since (as usual) there is a song that pretty much discribes it...I'll just post that instead.
Unwell~Matchbox 20
All day
Staring at the ceiling
Makin' friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
that I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
and I don't know why
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me,
talking to myself in public
And dodging glances on the train
And I know
I know they've all been talkin' bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinkin
Somehow I've lost my mind
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talkin in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're takin' me away
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, How I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
(A little unwell)
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell
Sigh I feel like Im going nuts...my paranoia problems are getting worse again and this time there isnt some nice happy pill to make me feel better :(. My herbalist says he can come up with something to calm me down the natural way so I don't have to risk getting sick again with chemicals. This week has been the week from H**L and its only wed. :( :( :(
Sometimes I want to crawl in a hole and hide.
Remus kitty has really tried to cheer me up though, and I am glad for that. Without him and my husband, I don't know what I'd do!
Unwell~Matchbox 20
All day
Staring at the ceiling
Makin' friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
that I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
and I don't know why
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me,
talking to myself in public
And dodging glances on the train
And I know
I know they've all been talkin' bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinkin
Somehow I've lost my mind
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talkin in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're takin' me away
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, How I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
(A little unwell)
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell
Sigh I feel like Im going nuts...my paranoia problems are getting worse again and this time there isnt some nice happy pill to make me feel better :(. My herbalist says he can come up with something to calm me down the natural way so I don't have to risk getting sick again with chemicals. This week has been the week from H**L and its only wed. :( :( :(
Sometimes I want to crawl in a hole and hide.
Remus kitty has really tried to cheer me up though, and I am glad for that. Without him and my husband, I don't know what I'd do!