Truffles
08-01-2004, 12:08 PM
hey,
first i want to say i miss yall like crazy i haven't forgotten yall i've just been pretty much out of it these days.
anyway on wednsday i had quite a few seizures.the first one i think was here at my pc cause i woke up on the floor not realizing i had seized till i saw my mouse on the floor plus i knocked down the trash can and my head is all bruised up.
anyway after i woke up i went downstairs after i got downstairs i started seizing again and it went on and on (clusters) luckly my dad was here to help.
but here's the scarey part when i was alert i called truffles to come see me but my parents said NO MARYLYN YOU ALMOST KILLED HER.its then i went into another seizure but since then everytime truffles hops on my lap all i can do is cry thinking i almoist killed her and get all teary i mean what if that happens again and my parents aren't there to help .
my seizures are very severe and i go out cold i can't hear or see whats happening.i'm on a ton of meds to help control them plus a vns inplant and they do help but i still have them now and again the type i have can't be cured unless a miricle comes along.plus i have no warnings what so ever.they just happen out of the blue.
i had an appointment w/ my neuro at the begining of august but he moved me to august 31st,but i can't make that apointment so i'm screwed.get this the last ttime i saw him was 6 months ago.i'm so ticked off w/him i could scream.if he keeps this up he's gonna lose me as a patient.
anyway i can't beleive i almost killed my baby :( take care :)
marylyn:(
first i want to say i miss yall like crazy i haven't forgotten yall i've just been pretty much out of it these days.
anyway on wednsday i had quite a few seizures.the first one i think was here at my pc cause i woke up on the floor not realizing i had seized till i saw my mouse on the floor plus i knocked down the trash can and my head is all bruised up.
anyway after i woke up i went downstairs after i got downstairs i started seizing again and it went on and on (clusters) luckly my dad was here to help.
but here's the scarey part when i was alert i called truffles to come see me but my parents said NO MARYLYN YOU ALMOST KILLED HER.its then i went into another seizure but since then everytime truffles hops on my lap all i can do is cry thinking i almoist killed her and get all teary i mean what if that happens again and my parents aren't there to help .
my seizures are very severe and i go out cold i can't hear or see whats happening.i'm on a ton of meds to help control them plus a vns inplant and they do help but i still have them now and again the type i have can't be cured unless a miricle comes along.plus i have no warnings what so ever.they just happen out of the blue.
i had an appointment w/ my neuro at the begining of august but he moved me to august 31st,but i can't make that apointment so i'm screwed.get this the last ttime i saw him was 6 months ago.i'm so ticked off w/him i could scream.if he keeps this up he's gonna lose me as a patient.
anyway i can't beleive i almost killed my baby :( take care :)
marylyn:(