Captain - 19th July 1998 - 13th August 2011

[captain]

Dear PT'ers,

It has taken me this long to finally write this post without crying from the beginning........... or so I thought ..... the tears are here already

After 13 long years, we had to say good bye to my darlin old man. We had been struggling with the decision, hoping that he would pass in his sleep, without us having to intervene at all ......... but the stubborn old guy would NOT.

Captain was a stubborn, funny, determined, happy, sulky, smiley boy. He LOVED to go for walks, any place, any time and as often as possible. He didn't mind going to the Vet, and taught Murphy that grace!
We noticed him struggling about two years ago - getting older, but still determined to keep up with the young Murphy, and grumpy girl Ruby. He was still the boss, and made sure they all knew it. He was getting worse, and started to fall over when walking - almost like tripping over a stone (when there was nothing there), and I had him checked over by a specialist. He had degeneration of the spine, which didn't affect anything other than his balance. He had minimal arthritis, but we watched him struggle more and more, and eventually had to make the hard decision to help him on his way to the RB.

I still remember all the NAUGHTY things he did, even up to his old age, sneaking off with blankets, running around the house woooo'ing for his dinner and his LOVE of lying on the big bed!!! We had to help him up, but BOY oh BOY did he grumble when we tried to get him back OFF the big bed!!! :)

I miss him everyday, and am convinced I see him out the corner of my eye. Murphy still looks for him when we go on our walks, as Captain always walked at his own pace, a few good paces behind Ruby and Murphy. Murphy always went back to check on him, before bounding ahead. Ruby, who always grumbled and growled at Captain, was very subdued for weeks after we let him go. They have both adjusted to not having him here, but every now and again, I see them looking for him :(

We all miss him, everyday, still, but know that he is up at the RB playing with all the other PT doggies, and Phred.

Thanks for letting me share. I know you will all understand how heartbroken I am and why it took so long for me to actually put my feelings into words and let you know.

[Karen]

Awww, I am glad you were finally able to type this out, and fitting as November 1, tomorrow, is traditionally All Saints Day. And I picture him woooo-woooing up at the Rainbow Bridge, running with joy.

[RobiLee]

My heart goes out to you and you have my deepest sympathies. I know that Captain is running through beautiful fields now and frolicking along beaches without any pain. It is always so hard to lose a beloved pet and I know that Captain was a special one.

Rest In Peace, Dear Captain.

Hugs to you Michelle.

[Randi]

Carole, I'm so sorry for your loss. :( What a gorgeous boy Captain was. Try to picture him running across beautiful fields at the RB, and know he is free of pain. Keep the good memories and let Ruby and Murphy comfort you.

Rest in peace, Captain - you will be be in your mommy's heart forever. :love:

((((hugs))))

[chocolatepuppy]

I'm very sorry for your loss of Captain.:( He's forever in your heart.:love: May he play happily at the Rainbow Bridge until you meet again.{hugs}

[prechrswife]

I'm so sorry for your loss...:(

[Taz_Zoee]

I am so very sorry for your loss. Captain is definitely shining down on you guys. He was such a beautiful dal. I just love the last picture you posted of him on the couch. All the photos did bring tears to my eyes. But the one of him on the beach just made me think that is how he is right now at the Bridge patiently waiting for you and "one fine day". And I'm sure Phred is giving him all kinds of loves too.

RIP Captain

[Cataholic]

Some people see spots before their eyes, you (and I, and lots others on here) feel spots on our hearts. Captain will be forever remembered.

Fondly,
Cataholic

[Roxyluvsme13]

I'm so sorry about Captain :( Play hard at the bridge, sweet boy. :love:

[Lilith Cherry]

Sweet and sad godbyes Captain! Hope you are having fun at the bridge sweetie!:love:

[Pinot's Mom]

RIP dear sweet Captain. You are sorely missed. Peace to your family whose hearts ache so.:love:

[Killearn Kitties]

Handsome Captain, the original spotty, you will never be forgotten and forever loved. Smile down on your mum for us, and look after her. :love:

Rest in peace, sweetheart.

[cassiesmom]

(((HUGS))) to Captain's Family

[Edwina's Secretary]

Godspeed Captain...you may not have had a boat but you were the captain of many hearts...

[dab_20]

So sorry to hear of your loss of Captain. He was obviously very loved. Absolutely beautiful boy. Play hard at the bridge, Captain.

[wombat2u2004]

Sorry to hear about your loss mate.

[wolf_Q]

I'm so sorry for your loss of sweet Captain. I know he was very, very loved, and dear to you. We will all miss him too. :love: {{{HUGS}}}

[captain]

Thanks so much everyone.

I was visiting a friend yesterday, who I had not seen for awhile, and she asked me how I was doing ........... and I burst into tears. :(

I miss him everyday ...

[Killearn Kitties]

I was visiting a friend yesterday, who I had not seen for awhile, and she asked me how I was doing ........... and I burst into tears. :(

I miss him everyday ...

Sweetheart, I wish I could give you a hug in person. :(:love::love:

[gini]

Thanks so much everyone.

I was visiting a friend yesterday, who I had not seen for awhile, and she asked me how I was doing ........... and I burst into tears. :(

I miss him everyday ...

Oh, do I ever understand this happening to you. There never are just the right words that takes away your pain. But I know that you gave Captain absolutely the best home and the most love and care you could possible give him.

Captain is certainly with Phred and getting some treats and scritches right now and they are talking about you - because they miss you too - it does work both ways.

Many comforting hugs are sent to you:love::love:
Gini

[Bengalz]

Thanks so much everyone.

I was visiting a friend yesterday, who I had not seen for awhile, and she asked me how I was doing ........... and I burst into tears. :(

I miss him everyday ...

... I know that feeling ...:( My heartfelt sympathies to you and yours - losing Captain must hurt beyond description.

Sleep sweetly dear Captain :love:

[Queen of Poop]

Sending you HUGS. It's hard now, it will hurt a little less with time. So very sorry for your loss. :love:

[Bonny]

Rest In Peace Dear Captain :love:

[tikeyas_mom]

I'm so sorry :(.
Captain was such a handsome boy, and he will be greatly missed :(
I know how hard it is, Tikeya was 13.5 when she just recently passed in early OCtober.. I hate the feeling that comes with ur best friend passing.. Its a hard thing to deal with.. Just surround ur self with loved ones.. Keep the great memories in ur heart and never forget the days he sat by ur side .. I'll be thinking about you and ur family..
Have fun romping on Rainbowbridge Captain, love Tikeyas_mom
:love:

[Vermontcat]

I'm so sorry to hear that your handsome Captain has gone to the Rainbow Bridge.:(
Sending hugs your way.

[K9soul]

Michelle, I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I always loved seeing Captain and Ruby. He was such a handsome boy. I know you must miss him terribly :(

[dukedogsmom]

So very sorry :( I love that first pic you chose. He looks so happy. I know how very hard it is to make that difficult decision. It tears your heart to pieces and nothing we say can make it easier. Captain was such a sweet dog. Please contact me if you ever want to talk.

[AdoreMyDogs]

So very sorry :( I love that first pic you chose. He looks so happy. I know how very hard it is to make that difficult decision... Me too :(

I had wished my Graham dog would have pulled out of his fungal pneumonia with the mega dose of medication he was on, but he just declined to the point that he had no quality of life left, and keeping him with me was selfish. It's a horrible thing to go through and my heart goes out to you.

Just know that it will get easier with time (and I'm sorry it took me so long to reply, I don't go to PT as often as I used to). The pain will never go away, but it lessens and is replaced with happy memories.

[ramanth]

RIP Captain, my captain. :(:(:(

Hugs to you, Michelle, and the other spotties. :( :love: :(

[Freedom]

I am sorry for your loss; not sure how I missed this first time through.

Captain was a PT regular, and enjoyed every moment of life. RIP Captain.