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Scooter's Mom
02-24-2010, 04:35 AM
I've been wondering when I would dream of my baby boy. 1 month. That's when he came to me in my sleep.

This is the message I got. I had to come find it. This was playing in my dream.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BQoJDHZsGM

I love you so much my sweet boy. Thank you for giving me so much true, unconditional love. You're the only one in my life that has. I miss you... I will see you again someday.

Lyrics:
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

Scooter's Mom
02-24-2010, 05:25 AM
My photo editing skills are very rusty, but I reinstalled PSP and gave this a go...

http://i29.photobucket.com/albums/c263/Crystal_1972/StarsSky.jpg

smokey the elder
02-24-2010, 07:50 AM
That was beautiful.

catmandu
02-24-2010, 09:34 AM
There are a hundred ways that Our Angels let us know that they are watching over us.
:love::love::love:
My Found and Porch Cats have led me to Free Jackets, Furniture and always make sure that I know where the good food deals are.
:love::love::love:
I found a beautiful Blanket on the street which was so comfortable and just Michael Size!!!
I know that his Angel Friends left that there for me to find so their Friend would be cozy.
I hear the Scooter Bug held an old fashioned Beach Party for the Awesome Angels and everyone had lots to eat and warm sand to lie on.
And I have a feeling thats where you will all meet , on a Beach with Lots of Food, Friends and Love!! And everyone will be singing that wonderous Song.
One Fine Day.
Love is Furrever!!
:love::love::love::love:

happylabs
02-24-2010, 11:33 AM
Your graphic is lovely and I also love that song. As long as we keep our pets in our hearts, they never really do leave us. It has been 5 months since Casey went to the Rainbow Bridge. I still feel her presence. Her favorite spot was on the couch in my living room. After I read your post I thought how much comfort I have in being in that room. A lot of nights I just look over at the empty couch and smile because I know she is still there. :)

katladyd
02-24-2010, 12:07 PM
I can still "feel" my dear, departed kitties in my arms. I know this sounds crazy, but if I close my eyes, I can hold any of them in my arms. I can feel each one's weight, fur, and that special way of laying in your arms that each one had. Has anyone else experienced this?

catmandu
02-24-2010, 02:50 PM
I hear the Moose Pigeon Purr all the time and I can hear the Siamese Six Pack on their bed as they mew at each other and jostle for position.:cool::cool:
And I know My Angels are with me and when I go to dine out at a Super Market Deli, I know they are all choosing their selections before joing me at my table.:love::love:
And I know that they love their trips to the Mall Food Courts as I cna hear them meeowing and barking all the way.:):)
I can still hear Precious as she rasps her meeow and feel Mr Scrappy on my chest as he licks my chin.:love::love:
Our Love is Furr Ever:love::love:

Scooter's Mom
04-04-2010, 10:00 PM
I went into the pantry and was organizing and rearranging. I got to the kitty food shelf and burst into tears. Daddy-hooman came running to make sure I was okay. All I could do was point at the little sets of kitty food cans - all in sets of 3. One for each kitty. I've given the kitties canned food since you've been gone, and it never affected me like it did the other day.

I miss you more than ever my sweet Scooter snuggle bug. You were my best friend, when I didn't have any others. I wish I could feel you here with me.

Freedom
04-05-2010, 08:32 AM
Hugs to you, Crystal! Love that song you heard. Scooter is watching over you, never fear, he would never leave you.

lizbud
04-05-2010, 01:38 PM
What a beautiful tribute to Scooter Bug. What a handsome boy he was.

Moesha
04-05-2010, 09:12 PM
Hugs to you! I find myself crying as the oddest things remind me of Morgan. Sometimes when I open a can of tuna and there isn't a kitty at my feet crying for some it makes my eyes leak. Other small things like that do the same thing and not the same thing every time.

Scooter's Mom
05-02-2010, 05:17 AM
It has been over 3 months since you went away. I keep seeing you, there at the vets office laying so still. I didn't want to leave you there. I gave you my best and softest towel to sleep wrapped up in.

I cry a lot. I'm so sad that you aren't in my life anymore. You were my best friend... nothing will ever be the same.

I miss you my sweet baby.

Lillycat
05-04-2010, 06:31 AM
the hurt never goes away.....and we never forget.....sending you understanding thoughts...

Scooter's Mom
05-05-2010, 06:53 PM
Thank you.

My other pets love me, and I love them. But the bond I had with my Scooter Bug... oh my gosh, it's like nothing I've ever experienced before... nor am i likely to again. It was so special.

Scooter's Mom
07-22-2010, 10:41 PM
It's been 6 months since I held you. 6 months where I look at my pictures of you and hold them close... knowing that is as close as I'll get to you again.

I love you my sweet snuggly boy. I miss you more than anything.

catmandu
07-23-2010, 04:25 PM
I am just glad that I have movies of My Found Cats so I can see them again , purring and happy.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v621/catmandu/new%20photos/th_cats101373.jpg (http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v621/catmandu/new%20photos/?action=view&current=cats101373.flv)
Scooter Bug has been to Our King's Buffet and he know that he takes a Kitty Bag home to his Meeeowmie and lets You know that he misses you too and that there will be a day when you will be reunited.
One Fine Day:love:

jennielynn1970
07-24-2010, 02:49 AM
I know exactly how you are feeling Crystal... I miss my Finae every day, every minute. She's in my heart, and it just aches.

HUGS to you, dear friend.:love:

catmandu
07-24-2010, 09:26 AM
I know that Scooter Bug , Finae and many of Our Pet Talker Angels :love:
to go to Poco Loco, where the food is not only :D but there is an :) atmosphere and a lot of fun.
We know that everyone will enjoy the Tacos, Salsa Chips Water and an ice Craem Cone.
Its so much fun at Poco Loco:love::love::love:

Scooter's Mom
07-24-2010, 10:31 AM
thanks y'all.

I am still blown away by just how powerful the "I miss him" is.

phesina
07-24-2010, 01:30 PM
I am so sorry for your pain. {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} and ~~~~~PURRS~~~~~ to you, Chrystal.

What a wonderful love you and Scooter share! ..to this day and forever.