CultureJunky
03-04-2009, 07:37 AM
My dearest Jack,
It has now been a year since you had to leave me. I can't believe the time has gone so quickly. At times it seemed slow, others so fast I couldn't keep up. My life is different now, I've aged and grown wiser since everything we went through together. I know you're with me everyday, there watching over me as I go through my life without you there by my side.
The pain isn't any less, but I am resigned to that fact. I know I will feel the unbearable pain of not being able to hold you in my arms and cuddle you on my lap for the rest of my life. It will never leave me. I will carry that thick heavy scar on my heart, a patched up heart that will always be broken.
I miss you more than I could ever express with words. No matter what I'm doing, I think of you constantly every single day. I hold onto your blanket under my pillow every night when I go to sleep. I hope you are having so many good times at Rainbow Bridge, and that all the new friends you have know about me, and your dad and your sister Sunny. They both miss you madly. Sunny misses you I know and she also carries a sadness with her since you left.
I will love you forever Jack, and I will never stop thinking about you, my heart will never stop aching until I see you again one day in the distant future. I dream of the day I can see you again.
I love you always...
All my love forever.
Your soulmate
Kate
http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y101/Razorbladebeat/JackPosing-1.jpg
http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y101/Razorbladebeat/pages19-20.jpg
It has now been a year since you had to leave me. I can't believe the time has gone so quickly. At times it seemed slow, others so fast I couldn't keep up. My life is different now, I've aged and grown wiser since everything we went through together. I know you're with me everyday, there watching over me as I go through my life without you there by my side.
The pain isn't any less, but I am resigned to that fact. I know I will feel the unbearable pain of not being able to hold you in my arms and cuddle you on my lap for the rest of my life. It will never leave me. I will carry that thick heavy scar on my heart, a patched up heart that will always be broken.
I miss you more than I could ever express with words. No matter what I'm doing, I think of you constantly every single day. I hold onto your blanket under my pillow every night when I go to sleep. I hope you are having so many good times at Rainbow Bridge, and that all the new friends you have know about me, and your dad and your sister Sunny. They both miss you madly. Sunny misses you I know and she also carries a sadness with her since you left.
I will love you forever Jack, and I will never stop thinking about you, my heart will never stop aching until I see you again one day in the distant future. I dream of the day I can see you again.
I love you always...
All my love forever.
Your soulmate
Kate
http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y101/Razorbladebeat/JackPosing-1.jpg
http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y101/Razorbladebeat/pages19-20.jpg