Jenny....

[luvofallhorses]

Tonight I went to go buy a dress for my best friends dads funeral
tomorrow with my mom and we got home and Jenny was acting
weird. She laid down like she always does on the floor and
sighed like she always does to relax herself but this time
she started gagging and shaking, we went to take her to the
vet but she passed away. She didn't show any signs
of being sick and was fine when she greeted us at the door.

I don't know how much more I can take of this. :( We
just lost Rocky in December and it would be 2 months
on Valentines Day.

She was the sweetest, the biggest diva ever! She would have
been 11 in April. I can't type much more now and will make
a proper memorial for her later but it just hurts so much to say
what I want to say right now. :(

She was very stubborn and like Rocky she was also
my childhood dog. We got her a year after Rocky.
Buster and her were inseperable, too. Here is a picture of our
sweet Jenny Penny and me in 2005.
http://b8.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/00244/80/94/244944908_l.jpg




I just thought I'd let you all know that she is no longer with us, my heart just aches so much. :( She was the biggest teddy bear of a dog ever and you could hug her and she enjoyed it!

RIP my sweet girl..... :( thank you for being here for me
as a child and an adult it just hurts so much to have to say
goodbye to both of the most awesome dogs ever that I have
known since I was a little girl. :(

[wolf_Q]

Wow, I'm very shocked and saddened to read this. :( I can't imagine how you are feeling right now...especially so soon after losing Rocky. :( I'll be keeping you and your family in my thoughts. {{{HUGS}}}

[Zippy]

I am so so sorry about Jenny.
(((BIG HUGS)))
Rest in Peace Jenny.Play hard with your brother Rocky at the RB.

[chocolatepuppy]

I'm so sorry Krista.:( It's going to be really hard, so soon after Rocky. {{{hugs}}} Rocky and Jenny are playing happily at the Rainbow Bridge.

[beeniesmom]

I am so sorry for your loss.

[Daisy and Delilah]

Oh no!! I'm so sorry, Krista. How awful for you. I'm still in shock reading this, I can imagine how you feel. {{{{{HUGS}}}}}

Rest in Peace Beautiful Jenny :( Play hard with Rocky at the bridge, sweetheart.:(

[K9soul]

Oh no Krista :( :( :( I am so, so sorry. I just don't even have words. Your poor heart must be in a million pieces. I'm so sorry I missed about Rocky's passing too. Please know you will be in my thoughts and prayers.

You will be so deeply missed, sweet Jenny :(

[Vela]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I know how it feels to have so many losses piled up on each other. I lost Ginger, Ray, and then Jake all in a 10 month time period. My heart aches for you, I'm so sorry.

[k9krazee]

Oh, no, Krista. I am soo sorry. It isn't fair is it? :( I know how much you love Jenny and I can't imagine what you're going through. :( (((((Hugs)))))))

Rest Easy, Jenny. Shadow will show you the ropes!

[Taz_Zoee]

I am in tears for you. That just isn't fair. Whats more is not knowing why. :(

RIP Jenny

[caseysmom]

I am so sorry you are going through so much lately...big hugs to you I don't know what to say.

[finn's mom]

I am so sorry to hear that your Jenny is gone. :(

[Miss Z]

I'm so sorry that she was taken from you so suddenly, Krista. :( Just remember that she lived a long and very happy life with you.

((hugs))

[Maya & Inka's mommy]

Oh no Krista :eek:....; losing 2 dogs in such a short time, it is to much to cope with...! I understand very well that you are in shock, and so devastated....:(

I lost 2 beloved humans in 1 month (Mom & BIL); though this are humans, and your loss is 2 dogs, I am sure it feels the same....! Only petlovers can understand this:(

Take care okay, I am sending you a huge hug http://users.telenet.be/bernardgabriels/images/smilies%20973%20Huge_hug.gif

[cloverfdx]

Oh Krista, my heart sank when i saw your Jenny's name :(. I am so very sorry.

Jenny was a favourite of mine on PT, i loved hearing about Clover's american 'twin'. She is going to be very sadly missed.

You and your family will be in my thoughts {{Hugs}}.

[Ginger's Mom]

What a very sad shock this is. Krista, I am so sorry to hear that you have lost another very special childhood friend. Jenny is still with you, and will still be watching over you. {{{hugs}}}

[Alysser]

OMG, Krista I am so sorry I commented this so late!

I am SO sorry for your loss, I really am. My heart dropped when I saw this, seriously. Jenny, please show mom you're okay at the RB and with Rocky. RIP sweet sweet baby.

[shepgirl]

So sorry you had to lose Jenny in such a shocking way. Hope things will start looking better for you very soon.

[Karen]

So sorry for your loss. The joy of owning "big" dogs is sadly offset by shorter lifespans.

I did smile, though, thinking what a reunion Jenny will have with Rocky at the Rainbow Bridge.

You will be in our prayers tonight, and Jenny will always be with you, and be a part of you, just as you will always have little golden Jenny-furs woven into the fabric of your life.

[Reachoutrescue]

I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet Jenny. May she be free and run and play on the Rainbow Bridge. Rest in piece sweet Jenny Penny.

[K9karen]

I'm so sorry, Krista, that I just saw this. :( I am shocked and speechless. I wish I could hug you in person. Oh Jenny, sweet Jenny, may you be happy and healthy at the Bridge. Keep an eye on your loving, grieving family. Let them know you're OK.

[pitc9]

I'm so sorry she's gone.... :(

{{{HUGS}}}

[carole]

Oh dear Krista i am so very sorry and sad to read your post, you must be feeling just devastated, what a pretty girl Jenny was indeed, and it must have been a terrible shock, i know it is not much consolation right now, but thankfully Jenny did not suffer or linger,are you going to be able to find out what happened?

Please accept my sincere condolences at this very sad and painful time in your life, HUGS:love:

[wolflady]

I'm so sorry to read about your loss:( It's not easy losing a special friend like Jenny, but please know you gave her a great life and she will be waiting for you at the RB. I'm sure she has found my childhood dog Misty and they are probably playing together. I'd like to think so. :love:
**hugs**

[luvofallhorses]

thank you so much everyone. I am sorry
I didn't come back to this thread, the hurt
was just too much and it still is. :cry: this is what
I just posted on my blog and I thought it would fit this
thread well, too.

Ever since we lost Rocky and Jenny I haven't been myself. I have been extremely depressed and wish something could bring them back. It's like I am trapped in a fog of hopelessness. I just wouldn't want them back in the state they were in.

They both died right in front of my eyes and I wish I could have done something more for them. After years of faithfulness and fun together, they're not here anymore.

Rocky can't look at me anymore with a sparkle in his eye and wag is tail a million miles a minute and Jenny can't lick away my tears and I can't hug her anymore. The other furkids are helping fill the void and they're doing that but you can't stop missing or loving the ones you have lost.

They taught me so much about owning dogs and what a true dog was. They were true and had such a heart of gold.
They were almost too good to be true at times. The way they made me smile and my heart happy I will never forget.

They knew how to tickle your funny bone and how to make you feel better. They were canine counselors to me. You could share anything with them and they would seriously listen to you with all their heart.

They never would judge at your worst moment and never let you down or make you feel bad. Their loyalty was eternal. I just miss them both so much and my heart hurts so bad. I wish I could have said goodbye to them or had more time to say goodbye to them, but now I have to live with that.

I wish I knew that they were going to die so I could have said goodbye but you know when you lose someone you love and hold close to you even if you do say goodbye it doesn't matter much. It doesn't heal your pain. So you have to say goodbye to them and you know I will never say goodbye to them because they are in my heart and always will be.

This house isn't the same without them and when I go to do something that reminds me of them - I just break down. I write to them every night it helps me. I just wish I could see them once more and tell them how much I love them.

They helped me in the roughest times of my life but if I have another rough patch I know they'll be on my side to be safe. They truly cared how I felt and how others felt you can never lose that gratefulness.

I never took them for granted either. They were my buddies and I will always keep their memory alive in everything I do every day of my life. I love you and miss you so much, my sweet babies. Be good up at the bridge and thank you so much for giving me your all and being the best dogs any girl could ask for.

[Daisy and Delilah]

I wish I was there with you to give you a huge hug right now, Krista.:( I know it's so painful. I wish there was something I could say to ease your mind and calm your heart.

Just know that they were so loved when they were here. Everything happens for a reason. It was their time to go and they're both at the bridge, living a happy carefree life right now.

Your words have me in tears. You wrote such a beautiful piece. So eloquently written. I will pray that time heals your pain and I think it will.
{{{{{{{KRISTA}}}}}}}:(

[ramanth]

I am so sorry for your loss. :( :( RIP Jenny.

[Maya & Inka's mommy]

What you wrote is so serene, touching...... :love::love::love:

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[K9soul]

Dear Krista :( I'm keeping you in my thoughts and sending you gentle hugs. Your tribute to your best friends is so very touching.

[chocolatepuppy]

Your tribute is beautiful Krista. Rocky and Jenny knew how much you loved them. They're together playing at the Rainbow Bridge. I know it really hurts and will for a long time. {{{hugs}}}

[MajesticCollies]

I'm so sorry she passed that way. I am sure she will find many friends and be by your side from Rainbow Bridge.

[luvofallhorses]

really and truly thought she would make it to her
11th birthday. She was very healthy and her
passing away right before my eyes just hurt
so much and I have flashbacks of her crying out in pain.
I just wish we knew this would happen.. like Rocky
dying in December it was a shock.

I am really trying to remember the good times
of both her and Rocky and there's not a day
that goes by that I don't miss them terribly.

They were the dogs you only have the pleasure
of owning once in a lifetime. They would do anything
for us and I mean anything and we did the same
for them. I just feel guilty of not being able to do
more than what we did before they passed away
and it is eating me up inside.

I know it's not our
fault they went the way they did by natural causes but
the pain is still so fresh even though they have been
gone for a few months. I thought the pain would get
easier but sometimes it does and then sometimes it doesn't.

For example me and my parents had the radio on the other
night and My heart will go on by Celine Dion came on
and I burst into tears.

What I am doing and trying to do is celebrating their life.
I'm still going to do the scrapbook and everything I just
need to have the strength to do it. I feel like I am ready
to do it but then again I am not. I will do it for sure sometime
in the future I just have to get more materials for it.

I just loved them so much and like when snow comes or
when we go to the lake, I find myself missing them more and more.

Jenny was my 'snow princess' and Rocky loved going to the lake
with us. They enjoyed everything life had to offer especially they
loved us with all their heart and soul and vise versa. To me
and my family they were perfect. I know some may
think no animal is perfect but they were to us.

Just like people think their pets are perfect to them.
I will never stop loving them even though they
are gone physically they'll always be in my heart.

me and Jenny in 2005.
http://b8.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/00244/80/94/244944908_l.jpg

me and Rocky Christmas 2007.
http://c1.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/40/l_b0da15f4a28c408494ef5596ea4be8f0.jpg

I love you guys so much and always will..

:love:

Have a party at the bridge for me okay with your brother. I love you and miss you both so much. :(

[chocolatepuppy]

Oh Krista, it's hurts so much for so long.:( Happy Birthday dear Jenny! I'm sure Jenny and Rocky are having a party at the RB. It hasn't been that long. In time you will heal a bit more. {{{hugs}}}

[dukedogsmom]

It does hurt and some will never go away. It's really hard. Those pics were sweet. It does get easier but it takes a long time. Cherish all the memories and pics. They become more valuable as the days pass.

[luvofallhorses]

Hi my beautiful snow princess,

As you know it's Christmas and our first Christmas without you. I miss you so much, the pain has gotten easier, but it still really hurts. I know you know we have a new puppy, Dixie Loo and you and Rocky had a part sending her to us. :love: Please know she will NEVER ever replace you or Rocky. You still have my heart and will always be my main girl. You loved puppies even though they drove you crazy!

I know you and Rocky wanted me to be happy this holiday and thank you so much for sending her to us. :love: She is a sweet puppy but has a naughty streak like you and Rocky did! I am sure you will make sure she is a loyal companion and she has been. She is not a big dog, but still has a heart of gold like you and Rocky. :love: I hope you and Rocky have a great Christmas at the bridge, I wish you were still here so I could hug you one more time. I love you my sweet, beautiful girl. Thanks again for sending Dixie Loo to us, be good up there and you too were a huge part of my Christmas and my life. Just like Rocky. :love:

Love,

your mom :love:

[chocolatepuppy]

Krista, I remember how awful it was for you losing both Rocky and Jenny so close together.:( Some time has past, and in time your heart will heal a bit more. Both Jenny and Rocky will remain in your heart forever.{hugs}

[luvofallhorses]

Thanks Annette and yes they will. :)

[cloverfdx]

*LES* Rest easy kids. {{Hugs}} For you Krista.

[luvofallhorses]

Thank you, Rhi. :love:

[luvofallhorses]

My wonderful and beautiful Jenny girl has been gone for 2 years now today February 11th.

I can't believe it's been that long.. Thank you so much pretty girl for giving me 10 and a half wonderful years. You were my best girl and canine friend.. no other dog will ever compare to you.. I do have to say Dixie has quite the heart of gold like you did, she reminds me so much of you.. I believe you and Rocky sent her to us, I am sorry you didn't ever get to know her.. she would have driven you crazy but you were quite the mama bear of the house hold with Buster...

I don't know how you put up with him, he's a nerd! I miss you, Rocky, and Ginger down here so much, you be good up there and keep everyone in line.. until I see you again. You will always have my heart, I love you and miss you so much. :love:

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Me and my girl in 2005-
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Rest in peace pretty girl.. I will always love you!

[chocolatepuppy]

Jenny was such a beauty and a nice dog. I know how much she meant to you Krista. :(
The pain of losing our furkids never seems to really leave us. {{{hugs}}}

[luvofallhorses]

Thank you so much Annette for your kind words about my beautiful girl and yes, they truly never leave us. :love: (((hugs)))

[cloverfdx]

:( 2 years that is crazy. Rest easy Jenny :love:.

[Alysser]

Rest in peace, Jenny. :love::(