Nicki is gone

[catnapper]

The wonderful Miss Nicki has crossed over the Rainbow Bridge. I am beyond grief right now. At least I was able to say goodbye to her.

She wasn't looking well this morning and vomited several times. I even thought the time was near. Hubby called me at work saying she was laying there with no reaction. She was gone by the time we got her to the emergency vet. At least I got there in time to tell her I love her and will miss her.

I held myself together pretty well until I came home and Cameron asked where Nicki is. I told him she's not here. Then he asked if Nicki went bye bye. That undid me.

Goodbye dear friend. You were much loved and always will be.

[Scooter's Mom]

I am so sorry to hear of Nicki's passing. She is running happily at the bridge and will be waiting for you. As Gary says, One Fine Day.

(((Hugs)))

[Grace]

I'm so sorry.

[Taz_Zoee]

Good thing I haven't put make-up on yet....the eyes are leaky. :(

RIP Sweet Nicki.

[jennielynn1970]

Dear Sweet Nicki... I'm so sorry that she's gone to The Bridge, but it sounds as though all was peaceful, which is a comfort. You gave her tons of love and she loved you all back tenfold. She's be watching you from The Bridge, I am sure.

My prayers are with you. Take comfort in your other pets, and knowing that you did everything you could take make her life happy and well loved.

[Karen]

Sweet Nicki, senior Girl
Protector of so many
And loved by all world
Coat of many colors
Heart as big as the sea
You blessed us with your time on Earth
And so loved your family

Send comfort to them in their dreams
And watch over Cameron as he grows
Sweet Nicki, lover of so many
We'll miss you here below.

[shais_mom]

I am so sorry for your loss. Godspeed Sweet Nicki.
:( ((hugs))

[KatzNK9]

I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope your many happy memories of Nicki often bring smiles to you. Rest well, Nicki.

[Pam]

I am so sorry Kim. :(

[Cinder & Smoke]

:(
My Sympathies to all of your family!

Enjoy all those sweet memories of Nicki that you've saved over the years -
they'll help to ease your grief.
{{{Hugs}}}

:(

[Freedom]

I am so sorry to read this. Nicki is happy young and healthy at the Bridge now. And she lives on in your heart and in your memories. You will never forget her. RIP dear girl.

[Cataholic]

I am so sorry to hear this. RIP, Nicki. You will be missed.

[Ginger's Mom]

I am sorry for your loss. She knows she was loved. RIP, sweet Nicki.

[lizbud]

I am so sorry :( Rest In Peace sweet girl.

[krazyaboutkatz]

Kim, I'm so sorry to hear about Nicki's passing.:( Now she's painfree and playing up at the Bridge. RIP sweet girl.:(

[Alysser]

I am so sorry for your loss, catnapper. Nicki was such a beautiful girl, we know you loved her. (((hugs))) to you! She is young and healthy again up at the RB. I hope Sassy is helping sweet Nicki learn the ropes up there.

[kuhio98]

Gentle hugs to you and your family.

Dear, sweet, loyal Nicki ~ You will never be forgotten.

[catnapper]

Thank you everyone.

Its weird not having her here. She was such a part of my daily routine for so long that its going to take a long time to fill the void. I am SO GLAD I didn't yell at her for vomiting this morning. I just cleaned it up and asked her if she was ok. I'd be devastated to realize my last words to her were angry ones because she got sick. I'm so glad I simply cleaned it up and finished getting ready for work. I'm glad she passed with Cameron petting her. She LOVED that little boy. I swear he's the reason she held on as long as she did. He made her young. He made her happy.

Mom called me after to work to see how I was doing. She told me she took a nap after I told her this afternoon and dreamed that Grandmom was standing in heaven with all our past pets waiting for her. I had the same image in my head.

Yeah, silly me went back to work. Mainly because I didn't want to be home where everything reminded me of Nicki. I wanted to get over the shock first. I left work and went to random stores just to not go home. The mall closed at 6:00, as did almost everything else. hubby doesn't want to see a movie, so we came home.

And just yesterday I was looking to buy a new dog bed for Nicki but decided not to because I knew she'd pee on it the first night. I've known it was time for a few weeks now, I just couldn't do it because I felt I'd feel guilty wondering if I put her down too soon. Now she's free and spending time getting to see my Grandmom again. She's romping and frolicking the way she used to. and I'll see her again someday.

Actually, I fully believe she'll come back to me in some other form some day. Perhaps as another dog, maybe a cat, or perhaps a human next time. But I do believe we'll love each other again in this lifetime.

[jenluckenbach]

I am so sorry about your loss. Nicki was special. and I was lucky enough to have been able to love her too.


{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}

[Queen of Poop]

So very sorry for your loss. One day soon my Sasha will join her and they can have a grand time together. Hugs for you.

[K9soul]

My deepest sympathies to you and your family on the passing of a beautiful soul. Have fun at the bridge, dearest Nicki.

[K9karen]

:( I'm so sorry you lost your Nicki. Her work here was finally done and she knows you'll all be OK. I've never stopped talking, thinking and dreaming about my Cody.You won't either. May your beautiful memories of Nicki help you during your sad time. Hugs

[dukedogsmom]

*sob* I'm just now seeing this :( I've loved Nicki from the first time I saw her. She stole my heart from the very beginning. I'm really at a loss for words. If you need to talk, please pm me. I know the hurt and emptiness that seems it will never go away. My heart is breaking, as well. I've lit a candle for her:
http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/message.cfm?l=eng&cid=6288925

Rest peacefully, Nicki. Let your family know that you're still with them somehow. We will all meet again one day. Until then, know that you're deeply missed.
http://www.boomspeed.com/dukedogsmom/nicki.jpg
If someone hasn't created an RB sig for you by tomorrow evening, I'd like to make one. I'm at work right now and can't.

[Catty1]

{{{{hugs}}}}

This story is worth repeating:

by Robin Downing, DVM

Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owner, his wife, and their little boy were all very attached to Belker and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family there were no miracles left for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home.

As we made arrangements, the owners told me they thought it would be good for the four-year-old boy to observe the procedure. They felt he could learn something from the experience.

The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. The little boy seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on.

Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any difficulty or confusion.

We sat together for a while after Belker's death, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives.

The little boy, who had been listening quietly, piped up, "I know why."

Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I'd never heard a more comforting explanation. He said, "Everybody is born so that they can learn how to live a good life - like loving everybody and being nice, right?" The four-year- old continued, "Well, animals already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long."

[sparks19]

Oh Catnapper... I am so sorry :( It must be so hard for you.

On another note we do have to get the little ones together soon.

Again I am so sorry and I am always here if you want to talk.

[Barbara]

My sympathies to you.
May sweet Miss Nicki play happily at Rainbow Bridge.

[ChrisH]

Oh, Kim, I am so sorry. :(

Rest in Peace sweet Nicki.

[catnapper]

Thanks again. I can not tell you how odd it is without her. It was so quiet here last night. Nicki made a lot of noises at night. She made a grunty sigh in connection with things hubby would say. It was almost like she was commenting on his stupid statements, like she was saying "oh good grief!" Last night, hubby and I were talking and he said something that made my eyes roll, and I swear I heard HER grunty sigh coming from HER spot. I even looked - there wasn't anything that could have made the noise. No cats, no Callie. Just an empty spot on the floor.

[MoonandBean]

LES...

Thanks for posting the picture of Nicki, Val...I don't think I've ever met her before and I was about to go searching so I could see her to truly say goodbye. She sure was a magnificent looking dog. I am so sorry for your loss. The story about the phantom grunt last night made me laugh but that's what got the eyes watering...oh, and Candace's story about the little boy.

RIP sweet Nicki....go find Stryker, Sydney, Max and Thai at Rainbow bridge. They will show you how to get in all sorts of trouble :)

Edit: I still did go searching and found the post when you brought Callie home as a friend to Nicki. Now I remember all about her and again, I am so sorry!

[cloverfdx]

Rest easy Princess Nicki :(. Kim, Nicki was also one of my favourite PT dogs, she will be sorely missed :(.

RIP sweetheart.

[rho62]

I am so sorry to hear about Nicki. It is so hard to let go, but she will be there to greet you at the Rainbow Bridge. And as I say, happy memories never fade. Hugs to you. Sorry about your loss. Rho:)

[chocolatepuppy]

I'm so sorry for your loss. :( Nicki was such a pretty girl and seemed to be so sweet.

[jazzcat]

Kim I'm so sorry. I know this is very hard for you.

Rest in Peace sweet Nicki. You will be missed.

[moosmom]

Kim,

I just saw this thread and am speechless. I am so SO sorry for your loss. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

RIP sweet Nicki. Play hard at the RB.

((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))) to you Kim

Donna

[robinh]

I am so sorry to hear of Nicki's passing. My prayers are with you and your family at this difficult time.

[AdoreMyDogs]

I'm so very sorry that you lost a wonderful friend. It's good that she waited for you to say your goodbyes to her. She needed that, as did you. I wish you peace and comfort during this difficult time.

[Rachel]

I'm saddened to hear that Nicki has passed on to the Rainbow Bridge. She had given you many years of love and devotion and undoubtably will be missed by your whole family and her new sibling. She was a good dog.

[Casper]

I am so sorry I haven't seen this until now. I remember that pretty girl Nicki well.
I am terribly sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts. I am happy she was able to pass without much fuss and that you were able to say your goodbyes. (((((Hugs))))) and good vibes headed that way.

Rest Easy, Nicki. :love:

[Kfamr]

Rest well, sweet Nicki. :(

[prechrswife]

So sorry...:(

[gini]

I am so sorry for your loss. These times are so very difficult and my heart goes out to you.

[cyber-sibes]

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. You & your family are in my prayers. Run & play at the RB, beautiful Nikki.

[trayi52]

I am so sorry to hear of your loss, Kim. I know you will miss her very much. She can now play at the bridge pain free.

Rest in peace, Nicki.

Willie:(

[anna_66]

I'm very sorry to hear of Nicki's passing.

(((HUGS)))
Anna

[dukedogsmom]

I hope you like it. I haven't made one in a long time.
:love:
http://www.boomspeed.com/dukedogsmom/rbnicki3.jpg

[caseysmom]

I have been gone for a few days and am just seeing this. I am so sorry for your loss, you gave Nikki a long happy life and now she is playing at the rainbow bridge pain free. RIP pretty girl.

[pitc9]

Rest easy now sweet Nikki.
:(

[molucass]

I'm so sorry for your loss.. I know your heart is breaking.

Rest in Peace Nicki.

[Daisy and Delilah]

Rest in Peace Beautiful Nicki :( Play hard at the bridge sweetheart. :(

I'm so sorry, Kim.

[kimlovescats]

I'm so very sorry to hear this!:(


(((((HUGS)))))
Kim

[Vela]

I'm very sorry for your loss but also really glad she is no longer suffering and you were able to say goodbye. That will help you through the loss, to know at least you were able to tell her now much she meant to you. Good bless.

[ramanth]

Kim, I am so sorry to hear of Nicki's passing. :( :(

RIP sweet girl. :(

[joycenalex]

catnapper, i just saw your post about your vet and that lead me to this sad, sad news. it's so hard having them leave, there are still times when i say.." hey alex, wanna...", then i stop cause peanut comes bopping around the corner. it does get easier. i am very sorry for your loss. kindest regards, joyce

[luvofallhorses]

I am very sorry I just saw this. :( I am very sorry for your loss of sweet Nicki. Rest in peace sweet Nicki. :( She was gorgeous and had a great life with you all. ((((HUGS)))) you all will be in my thoughts.

[gemini9961]

I'm so sorry Kim. May Nicki, sweet girl, rest in peace. :(

[WELOVESPUPPIES]

Play hard and sleep softly at the Rainbow Bridge sweetheart.

[Logan]

I am so sorry, Kim. Nicki was a "good dog", and who could ask for more? I hope your grieving heart will heal in time and you can remember lots of good things. I have been there, done that, and continue to. I'm so glad that she was so loved. :love:

[catlover4ever]

Oh Kim, I'm just reading and seeing this today. I am so very, very sorry to hear about Nicki. (((HUGS))) I know how special she was to you and your family. :(

RIP Sweet Nicki
Play hard at the Rainbow Bridge

[Maya & Inka's mommy]

I'm so sorry for your loss KIm!! How old was Nicky? Isn't Cameron sad because pet isn't there anymore??

Have fun and run freely at the Bridge doggie:love:!!

[rg_girlca]

Dear Kim and family;

I am so sorry to read the loss of your beloved Nicki. My heart goes out to you.

I know it's difficult to say goodbye to a pet you held so dear.
I pray and hope that you find comfort and peace in the fond memories you made together.

Rest in Peace sweet Nicki.

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} Kim.

[KYS]

I too, just read this thread.
I am so sorry for you and yours.
Nicki will be watching over you and playing at the the rainbow bridge.
Sending many (((HUGS)))

[catnapper]

Nicki is back home where she belongs.... well, her ashes are. They gave me a pretty little red wooden box with a plaque of her name. They actually spelled Nicki right! unfortunately they spelled my first name wrong (I didn't think Kimberly was a difficult name)

I miss her every day in so many little ways. I'll hear a sound coming from downstairs and I think its Nicki. I'll hear a siren go by without a wooooo-woooo-woooo howl as an answer. I never thought I'd miss the 2AM howls in response to a police or ambulance siren but I do!!! Its been very odd to be able to leave the toilet seat up and have toilet paper on the roll instead of hiding it in a drawer.... the bathroom seems so quiet without her. I saw a piece of toilet paper in the hall last night and the pangs of missing her hit so hard. She LOVED trailing toilet paper into the hall..... I don't know who would have put it there since Callie has no interest in toilet paper but it made me miss my beloved girl so much. Did you ever think a piece of toilet paper could bring on such a strong feeling of grief?

[Killearn Kitties]

I'm so sorry to hear about your lovely Nicki. :( She was such a nice dog, and things must seem awfully strange without her.

Test in peace, sweetie.

[Kirsten]

Kim, I just saw your siggy in another thread, and I was saddened to learn that your precious Nicki passed on... :( I was still at the clinic when this happened, so I'm sorry for being late.

I'm really sorry for your loss! :(

RIP Nicki, you're now young and healthy at the Rainbow Bridge!

Kirsten