crow_noir
05-03-2007, 11:22 PM
Just because i don't reply doesn't mean I don't care. I just want to let you know that i am out here and have read most of the messages.
I've had a rough time lately though dealing with the loss of King.
I get too emotional, too upset reading these sad posts. I've sort of subconsciously put up a barrier and have detached myself. I click on the post, i begin to read them... and then my mind whites out. I almost physically can't see until i stop trying to read it. What i do read, i almost forget the minute i take my eyes off the screen.
I've had a few thoughts on a few matters... that i just haven't been able to put out there.
Sometimes i almost feel crippled by my grief.
I want to post, i want to read. Please know that you are all in my heart. You and your pets. I'm sorry that i have not replied (and in some cases even read.) I hope that you can understand.
~Crow~
I've had a rough time lately though dealing with the loss of King.
I get too emotional, too upset reading these sad posts. I've sort of subconsciously put up a barrier and have detached myself. I click on the post, i begin to read them... and then my mind whites out. I almost physically can't see until i stop trying to read it. What i do read, i almost forget the minute i take my eyes off the screen.
I've had a few thoughts on a few matters... that i just haven't been able to put out there.
Sometimes i almost feel crippled by my grief.
I want to post, i want to read. Please know that you are all in my heart. You and your pets. I'm sorry that i have not replied (and in some cases even read.) I hope that you can understand.
~Crow~