dab_20
03-16-2007, 06:59 PM
I just need to get this out... I'm really not asking for any pity, advice would be appreciated, though.
My best friend introduced me to a guy that she's good friends with about 2 months ago. He is 17... I'm almost 15. He asked me out and I was so excited, but I knew my mom would say no... so I dated him secretly. Well, the other day he asked me to come out because he was down my street. I did... and my mom came driving up headed to the post office and she found out I was meeting him a lot. She made me break up with him. I was thinking about breaking up with him in the first place, because I found out a few things about him. He's in severe depression, and the last time a girl broke up with him he ended up in the hospital for alcohol poisening and over dosing on pills. :(
He keeps threatening that he's going to kill himself, and my best friend told me he's been cutting up his arms. They're really deep and they look awful. I feel so guilty like it's my fault... I really think he's going to try to commit suicide. He called me two days ago to tell me his mom found out that he smokes, so he was kicked out of the house and was out on the streets for the night. He's back home now, though.
I just feel absolutely awful. My mom knows about all of this but she's so upset with him and me, that I doubt she cares.
I just needed to get that off my brain. If you got all the way through, thanks for listening.
My best friend introduced me to a guy that she's good friends with about 2 months ago. He is 17... I'm almost 15. He asked me out and I was so excited, but I knew my mom would say no... so I dated him secretly. Well, the other day he asked me to come out because he was down my street. I did... and my mom came driving up headed to the post office and she found out I was meeting him a lot. She made me break up with him. I was thinking about breaking up with him in the first place, because I found out a few things about him. He's in severe depression, and the last time a girl broke up with him he ended up in the hospital for alcohol poisening and over dosing on pills. :(
He keeps threatening that he's going to kill himself, and my best friend told me he's been cutting up his arms. They're really deep and they look awful. I feel so guilty like it's my fault... I really think he's going to try to commit suicide. He called me two days ago to tell me his mom found out that he smokes, so he was kicked out of the house and was out on the streets for the night. He's back home now, though.
I just feel absolutely awful. My mom knows about all of this but she's so upset with him and me, that I doubt she cares.
I just needed to get that off my brain. If you got all the way through, thanks for listening.